week 5

Life is getting busy recently.

4th year ppl are back... its gonna be a lot of time spent on lectopiasss

i can no longer be up to date to the lectopias like i used to be

im lazy now ><

and my insomnia is getting worse recently.

antihistamine doesnt help anymore. what to do during exam period?

wondering whether its time to visit a doc. for some prescription meds?

alright i need to stop talking and thinking about the negatives now before the eager feeling of wanting to go back to Malaysia and giving up my studies.

the good news is i got myself a job..
although its just a casual worker position,
its good to keep myself out of my little room, making friends and make myself tired so that
i can have a really nice sleep at night. (not always work tho)
besides, i got to earn some money and experience and less time to be homesick.

i have to admit im pretty lucky this time.

it's not easy to get a job in pharmacy now ..

thank god!!
and thanks to my friends around me who gave me lots and lots of courage in the process of searching for a job.

it has been a while since i last uploaded a photo of my babygal

she was practising her falsies with me (indicate how bored i m at home )

mickey is da love.

i wanna use it now!!
but it 's in malaysia at the moment (sad :()><

week 4 of uni

what have I been doing during week 4??

it was pretty boring. but the following weeks will be busy and busy ...

sigh... miserable life is going to start soon.

got my placement name badge and workbook even though im not having placement this year.

i kinda like the name badge.. yea i know it's ntg special.

but it's my 1st working name badge that somehow looks professional to me ..

maybe not professional..but maybe a "proper" one?

i smell chocolate now! hahax..am blogging with chocolate mask on my face..

smells nice! thx pig lah !! u know i needed it.

im not asking for tofu skin but just zero acne skin.

that's wat im asking for now.

after that i should really use whitening product.

my skin is getting darker and darker..

i want fair fair skin !

playing with my make up in the afternoon.

since i really have ntg to do.

practicing my bottom eyeliner and falsies.

looks pretty success in the pic rite??

but one thing for sure, i think my eyeliner skill is getting better.

clap clap !!. i should really be more hardworking.

pretty girl are every where.. seriously i dunnoe where should i stand.

browsing lengluis in instagram, wondering when can i have my double eyelid and braces done??

now im thinking to have more "things" done to my face ..

im bad i know. girls are never satisfied of their own looks, never and ever.

im a shopaholic. even im in melby i still can shop in malaysia,sg, uk ><

bad bad habit. but shopping is the only way to relieve all my stress and homesickness.

yea so im glad to have frens,cousin (sometimes my dad, lol) to help me get what i want in everywhere. i really scare to miss the stuffs that i wanna buy ><

that's really bad !!

but thansk god , i have u guys.

thank so much..i love u all !!

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life isnt treating me well.

I didnt expect I would be so unhappy for this return.

not many frens left in melbourne.

studies are getting harder.

whats worse is that i got a penalty assignment to do because of a compulsory lecture which in my opion, is quite useless.

who would remember this lecture is compulsory.

i actually went there but she doesnt let me sign the attendance sheet since i was fairly late.

and so i got a penalty assignment. not happy :(

i rushed there under rain but still couldnt make it to sign the paper

fml.fml.fml.fml.

i just hope she will give us a chance as there was no reminder at all.

who would rmb this is compulsory since its no different than any other usual lecs.

i know its my fault to miss the lecture. but pls i dont think it is reasonable to apply a penalty assignment for 1st offence. you didnt even give a chance or reminder.

i spent all my time in a tiny room with my laptop.

this is my life here. it wasnt that great as ppl thougth actualli.

and im glad my mum does understand. and this phrase is actually came out from her.

thank god she understands the loneliness i have here.

Being a pharmacist was once my dream but it is a nightmare to me now.

i know comparing to most students, mine is getting easier and easier cuz im taking less units.

i promise myself i would make a difference in life next year. hopefully.

look forward to exam now actually since i accept the truth that is a must before i head back to malaysia.
too bad i have my summer elective. i have to stay here for another month after exam

if the research starts in nov, which i wish.

i wanna go back to home. i miss home. :'(

It's all about pink

I have nothing to blog but since im so bored at home and wanting to do nothing else so here comes the new entry!

been emo and moody.. i dunno when this feeling would go away.

cuz it really made me become a useless person !!
i just refuse to do anything..

the most important thing - lectopia !!

anyway, since i have nothing to blog about,
i decide to blog about goods that i bought back in malaysia.

i really love this sandal!! it's so cute with that big bow!!

yea i know some of the ppl cant accept them but i still love it!
metallic pink makes it even more tempting!!

super adorable !!

It's pink again!!

love this 2 casing ttm!! but feels like the one im using is going to fall apart any minute soon.

is not my fault actually . it wasnt in a very gd condition when i 1st got it.

i bought it online so i dont have the chance to choose a nice one.

finally got myself a hard disc.

no longer need to back up my stuff in someone else's hard disc.

it doesnt look so "hot pink" in real but i kinda like it.

i think its the love shapes on the hard disc.
it doesnt show it in the photo but its full of loves on the surface actually!

btw the strawberry cloth below is not a table cloth or wateva.

it's a singlet. isnt it cute???

there 's other fruits as well like watermelon, pineapples(yucks)

ill end this post with a narcissistic shot :)