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ChocoMarvel

2012-01-13T02:37:00.000-08:00

Im craving for a cup of hot chocolate especially caramel hot choc from starbucks during menstruation.

however, most of the time i suffer from the effects of the menstrual discomfort and end up with a cup of hot Milo (lol im too lazy to go out as well =p)

recently, i got a sample from Chocomarvel.

It is a rich chocolate drink with natural plants extracts that are targeted to relief various symptoms and discomfort during menstruation.
i havent see how it works as stated on the little booklet.

however, it does give some comfort feelings like the hot choc effect.

whats more, it is low fat! as i would consume at least 2 cups of hot milo a day during menstruation.
my weight has been boosted up ><

FYI, chocomarvel gives a hint of ginger taste but i found the rich chocolate has done its job well to mask the strong ginger taste.
check it out!

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2012

2012-01-07T05:43:00.000-08:00

How exciting and anticipating of the coming of this year.

i guess the reason of it is pretty obvious.

yes, im going to graduate in this year. it is like FINALLY man!

im so sick with ppl asking me "when are you going to graduate" and

the worst is that some think ive been failing units -.-

it is so hard for others to understand the reason why im still studying.

in short, i didnt fail any unit so far (touches wood) and im still working hard on it.

2012 has been treating me well so far.

back to 1st of Jan,

i attended one of my primary sch friend's wedding and no, she was not pregnant.

im really happy for her!! congrats babe !!

the most interesting thing during that wedding dinner was that we saw a guy sitting opposite of us, alone.

we were like "who would go to a wedding dinner alone?"

he was still alone when the 1st dish was served.

but soon his table was filled. 8 ppl came from nowhere just suddenly appeared.

we then only realized they were the "brothers"of the new couple,

they were busy entertaining the guests thats why the table was so empty.
which makes our table the one with the least people (4 -.-)

can you imagine how much food had been wasted. eg. shark fin, prawn etc. =[

btw, my friend looked great on that night especially in her last wedding gown.

super gorgeous!

Had lunch and high tea session with my high sch mates last sat.

it was hard to find friends like them.

we havent been in contact with each other but we dont feel awkward when we meet.

and the most important thing is that they dont find you only because they help from you.

we all have come across these problems quite often eg. calling you/msg you suddenly, and you already knew what they want!! it was like so obvious. they never find you at all normally.

anyway, really really love to chat with these friends!

Miss J has always been the best girl to share everything since i know her.

i rmb i spent quite a lot on phone bill to call her every single day during holidays as we cant update in sch.

Mr.Go is one of the most matured guys ive known so far.

Has a clear idea what he wants, needs and work hard to pursue it (not just talking about it only).

the best and worst of him is being too straightforward when talking.

that was the reason some of my friends cant get along with him.

they dont hate him but they just cant stop fighting over their opinions.

but somehow, that is the benefit of being friend with him for me.

i know more about myself eg. how a person feel by looking at me, my good and my bad sides.
which is pretty good i think!

last friday of 2011

2011-12-30T07:04:00.000-08:00

Last friday of 2011!
that is really fast isnt it?
but i still hope im a graudate this year.
anyway, finally got myself a new pair of spectacles from my friend.
have been wearing the old one for almost 5 years !!
it was a very shitty spec.
just realized my taste was so bad while i was in form 5 =X
has been really long eh?
i seldom wear spec except when im at home.
but i really wish to get myself a pair of black plastic frame spec .
as the black plastic spec fashion trends is not fading after so many years.
some people even buy the black spec without lens.

bought 2 pairs of new shoes !! super nice + comfy + wallet friendly !!
supposed to choose one of them but ended up buying bot2 of them.
it was so hard to choose you know as i really like both!
after considering that it was hard to get a red shoes that i like, so i choose the red one.
heheeee ! it was a brilliant decision !!
why?? because my mum liked the brown one!!
so i ended up buying both shoes!! new strategy was learned while shopping with mum =p

Im back

2011-12-22T04:05:00.000-08:00

finally im free to update. l
actually I havent been THAT busy but most of my time were spent on watching dramas ><

i really like to stay at home and watch all the nice dramas throughout the whole day, of cuz with some chips/lollies.

btw, im back to my lovely hometown.

but dont feel like going out cuz of my fringe.

it's freakin short which makes me look dumb T_T
i cut it myself without any hesitation cuz i was sick of the damaged hair.
couldnt tolerate it for a sec.
i will nv ever step into that saloon anymore.
i thought i could cut all the damaged hair and the new ones will grow to the same length within 3 months, but i was wrong :(

sigh... dye + perm=gone ><
considering how short my hair is, the damaged hair is still not gone completely. (sighhhh)

i believer it still need at least another 2 months ><

but one good thing is that my hair is not tangled that bad anymore.
i can comb it after i cut all the dry hair now.

but i believer after 2 weeks, they are gonna be tangled again.

anyway, this is my favourite month of the year, its X'mas!

gonna attend xmas party in my aunt's house as usual. cant wait!

just realized i have been at home for 4 days . time flies.

i dont wanna go back to Melby ><

04122011

2011-12-03T16:33:00.000-08:00

Bigger than my "refugee camp"

Been busy like a bee recently

just came back from Moe.

At first, when i knew i have to go kampung for 10 days,

i regretted to choose this topic for my research but then after a few weeks,

i started to think it is a good opportunity for me to explore a new place,

to get to know how a rural place is, plus the accommodation is provided.

i should be happy!

and yea, after a week in Moe, im glad i have chosen this topic for my research

even though i waited for 45 mins just to catch a bus to their market lol.

was wondering is the bus even coming at all and i didnt know what stop i was at.

ppl that passed by in car were looking at me weirdly . lol maybe it is my problem.

so i waited for 45 mins for a 5mins trip to the market. -.-

ppl there are friendly and nice. i think the biggest problem is transport.

if you have a car, it is definitely not a problem to stay at rural place.

but if not, the bus is coming every hour till 6pm on mon to sat

and every 2 hours on sunday.

the worst is if you miss the bus, you have to stay for an hour or 2 hours at the bus stop

there is no place for you to wander around near the stop so dont even need to think about it. :[
but overall it was a really good experience and really enjoyed it!

25112011

2011-11-27T00:02:00.000-08:00

my eye make up done by you <3

Always thought this would only happen in dramas.

never expected it to happen around me. somemore the fren im close with.

No matter how many times i saw and heard from anyone, anywhere,

i still cant believe the truth that you have left us

i used to sleep over in your house everytime when i got back.

sleep together, talk till morning and so the next day trip had to be cancelled cuz we didnt sleep for a night.

however, this tradition stopped when you found out you were sick last year.

you stopped replying my msg. i know you need some time to accept the truth.

and most of the time you and me are not in jb., we didnt meet for a year.

you know what, i havent had any company to a hair saloon since u became sick.

so i have to do it in kampung and yea my hair is spoilt now.

you are the only one who will bring me to the nice saloon,

we could decide to go for a make over of our hair out of sudden while we were shopping.

you are the one who made me look better, taught me how to make up and which make up/ hair product is good.

you are the one to talk to when im in a cross road on choosing my course or else i might not be doing pharmacy at monash right now.

and the news i got from others were that you were recovering slowly.

i never expected this would be happen. i couldnt accept it, i still cant.

i heard you are pretty there. and i believe you will be the prettiest angel in heaven.

RIP my fren.

you are always on my mind, and will always be. love you.

23112011

2011-11-23T16:07:00.000-08:00

This post is dedicated to my dearest housemate.

she left for her hometown last night.

this is what she gave me . super adorable yea? jing got the blue one and jenni got the green one.

havent name him/her. will come out with a nice one soon

too bad, one of the gifts i bought for jessie didnt arrive on time and it was sent to my old add.it has been 25 days. i wonder what kinda mailing service they use. super duper slow..

didnt mange to give it to jess. sigh.. and i dunnoe whether i can get it from the new tenant or not.anyway, all i wanna say is thank you !!

thanks for being my housemate, tolerating every all the bad habits of mine.

take away food for me during exam, selling furniture, argueing with agents.

can you imagine we paid for about aud700 for cleaning??? how unreasonable are they .

this make me dont feel like moving out from SHA anymore. at least i know the cleaning in SHA is under aud200

going to gipsland this week. never been to country side before. kinda excited tho.hopefully the accomodation wont be dodgy. damn i hope there is at least a restaurant beside should off to do some research.

LAstly,

all the best Jess ! hope u earn as much as u can!! (can anyone help how to get rid of the double spacing? =[)

Exam is over

2011-11-17T22:56:00.000-08:00

finally !! exam is over !!

and im glad that i passed my calculation quiz.

so stressed about it even though it is not hard but you have to make sure you get at least 80%!!

been really really busy in the past few weeks.

moving house, settle electricity /water/gas

the worst is when im trying to contact with these ppl, with poor reception of my mobile service in my new house. that was really annoying.

have spent a lot paying cleaning, repairing, breaking contract etc in order to move into new place.

sigh....i dont see why they need to charge me so much. it really makes no sense.

it's so ridiculous.

new place is really small , just like a refugee camp.

i will take a pic of my wardrobe and you will know why i said so.

its so pity on the first day when i just moved it and had all my stuff on the floor.
the door got stuck i could barely go in or out.
i need to move the stuffs around everytime i need to open that door.
just like solving puzzle, cool eh?
really need to make space esp for my study table.

have to settle down before my research starts!
gambateh!

Exam week

2011-11-02T03:09:00.000-07:00

how could I not hate you November!
it is the worst month for most students isnt it!!
exam fever is on!!!

just a quick update !

1 down and 3 more to go (including the open book prac + calculation test)

as usual, the hardest one to me has always been my 1st paper.

but now im starting to think the hardest one is my second paper- neurology and oncology

lol....too much thing to understand and memorize.

i got very very bad mark in both of my tutuorials.

thank to 2 very strict tutors in both my tute.fml.

just hope to get a D for my neuro !!

pls grant me an altraabosrptive brain.

supposed to study now. but im so tired.

so here i am ><

looking forward to the period after exam !!

jiayou pharm ppl !! fighting!!

swot vac

2011-10-28T06:10:00.000-07:00

im not supposed to blog now or edditing photos...
picture was taken on last day of uni 2011.
should take more photos in uni before i grad !
i just cant concentrate on my study these few days...
sigh ..what to do ??
anyway gd luck to my paper !! hopfeully i can do well!!

week 12

2011-10-19T01:22:00.000-07:00

finally, last week of uni !!

gonna finish another semester!!

sad that i still have 2 more semesters to go but im looking forward to it

because i will be having less units !!

i really want to enjoy my life next year.

i need a change.

I dont want to get stuck in my room everyday.

lifes been busy advertising, replying mail/call recently regarding my apartment and furniture.

so happy it paid off!

got a msg saying that these 2 guys are taking over my apartment and some of my furniture.

since i will be moving during the exam period, i dont really have time to move the furniture around.
its best that they just take everything so that I can save time and make use of all of them to study.

hopefully!

anyway final is in 2 weeks time.

mix feelings again cuz i know i have to face it no matter how im worried and scared and refuse to study.

dear god,

pls make me study at all time.

pls let me sleep well. no insomnia NO NO !!

planning to go to church next year. any suggestions which to go ?

i have been wanting to go to one since my 1st year in aus but then i failed to keep it up.

busy busy!!

btw, not sure if you believe it or not.

i did pray quite often and it did work most of the time!!

sometimes it didnt work but at least praying did calm me down always.

heeehee ! thanks god!

08102011

2011-10-08T17:04:00.000-07:00

Went to Mel's engagment party yesterday !!
freaking tired yet i still stayed up till 3am to watch "the Musical" hahax.
been checking over and over to see when it 's gonna be updated to pptv in the morning till i went out. but too bad it was not till i got back from the party.
there's a lot of "frens" that got married recently or few years ago.
most are primary or secondary sch mates and ive nv been to one's wedding dinner
apparently, im not that close to them.. i saw fb pics..ppl tagging each others..
super envy mel !!

so long nv wear dress. it's a pretty plain dress tho.
and it's a bit short for me...hmmm always have this problem with free size dresses ><
not that im saying im tall but you have to be careful for most of the time even tho u wear something inside.
was so tempting to wear my new heels. but no no cuz it was way of too far from my house.
i didnt wanna walk so for long in heels unless i got someone whos willing to wait for me no matter wat.
i miss my gals. most likely they wear heels more often than me ..
i always wondered why gals like heelss? millions of WHY?
some frens can spend thoundsands on a pair of heels.
i didnt get it...
but now i know. i adore 5 inches heels now.

ended this post with taylor's concert in melby.
cant wait for my first concert in life.
yea i know im pretty kampung.im 23 and ive never been to one before.
looking forward to it!

drama

2011-10-02T02:48:00.000-07:00

Im so obsessesed with this drama- the musical.

grr i like the leading actor and actress (damn pretty lah )..

i wouldnt say the the leading actor -Daniel Choi is handsome but grrrr but his smile kills me.

i used to like thin and tall guys without muscle..

maybe ive grown up now?? since now prefer a little muscular, and not too thin one..

just like daniel choi!

it's so sweet to see a guy gets panic/worried when he sees the gal he likes is meeting the another guy isnt it?

it happened in the drama!!

and there's a lot, a lot of sweet scenes.

i wonder does all this even happen in real life??

it is good to be an actor/actress isnt it?

break??

2011-09-30T03:59:00.000-07:00

went to bff's graduation in clayton..
luckily i had someone to go with me or else i would have been lost !! thanks !
and sorry for not picking up my phone..cuz i realli didnt expect u to be done in 20mins.
anyway, bought bff a graduate bracelet in 2011 !!
though she never wears necklace or even a watch but then i still feel like giving this to her.
cuz its memorable in my opinion.
it is on my wishlist for next year!! hehe !!
i plan to ask my parents to get one for me but then i could actually buy it myself here using their money.
so doesnt really make any difference does it? hahax...
anyhow, im glad that someone has promised to buy me a panasonic GF series camera for my grad pressie next year!!
i long for it for a year already god!
hopfeully she wont break the promise ! #write it down here, black and white =p#
anyway congratz to my bff!! i think she is going to grad in jun next year again.
why so fast?? i havent even finished 1 degree... ><

straight or curl??? it would be much nicer if i have a brighter colour and longer hair yea?

1st time during my 5 year studies here without going out a full day with frens in a break.
fml!!
so i went out this morning.
been stucked in forever new for 2 hrs. lol..
and then ended up with this pretty heels.super comfy and steady .
unlike the old one i got.. does look cute but it can really HURT =x
still thinking whether i should get the dress or not ><

hmmm money money

French night 10092011

2011-09-11T06:23:00.000-07:00

me with Huge pimples =(

This looks tempting but too bad im not alcoholic.
our entreess

Overdue post ..
been really really busy recently...
i dont even get sufficient sleep everyday...
which might be the reason why im having sore throat now..
quizs over, tuts over..
then breaks, case studies, test and assignment are coming..
arghhh...
why cant i have a REAL break without worries?
i know it is impossible tho...
I shall have a life soon.. maybe after this sem.. maybe.. or am i dreaming i dunno

ok talk about the french night..
we were late for half an hour cuz we were lost.
BIG sorry to andi,mel and louisa..

well the night was pretty cold and windy
and I didnt wear any stockings! was really cold ttm
pretty shocked when i see the menu b/c i couldnt find anything chicken !!
lol fyi i eat chicken, prawn (if i dont have to peel off its skin), certain fishy and thats about it.
no pork no lamb no steak...
fine, i know im a super picky gal when it comes to eating....
but there's no one out there who'd understand how i feel..
for example.. i cant drink the water if the water has the "water smell".
i dont eat the chicken if it has the "chicken smell".
does this make sense???
hmmmm ..
but luckily i managed to find the only dish- fish fillets...
thanks god..
environment and services were great.
food is quite average to me probably i dont realli like french food.
i prefer asian food anyway.

then, went to a bar on Swanston after dinner.
trying to make myself to be a alcoholic but too bad i failed (again).
i got the lightest drink but couldnt even finish half of the bottle ..
i just dont like the smell..
i really envy those ppl who can drink and get high or wateva...
cuz i have never been able to get to that stage before and forget all the troubles...sob

before i end this post,
pls let me know if you have friends looking for an apartment around parkville campus !!
im moving out in mid nov. hopefully someone can take over my furniture..
will post up link or photos soon.
thanks !!

week 6

2011-09-02T16:51:00.000-07:00

waffle at passion flower...really too expensive ..

7 scoops of ice cream for breakfast @ Movenpick Westfield Doncaster before heading to Taipan ..

ended up we couldnt eat much at Tai pan..what a waste ><

btw we were celebrating jenny bday !!

thanks for fetching us up and down !!

Tutti after yoga class...

come to the end of week 6

half of the sem gone! wohoo!!

been really busy recently.

working + study isnt fun at all.

+++ im working at 2 places.

and i dont get paid from one of the places =(

test, assignments,tutorial are coming and lectopias are pilling up.

what to do. im so tired after 8 /10 hrs of standing.

my legs and back are in great pain.

cant wait for my sem break even i know i'll be stuck with my assignment.

but at least no lectopias.

i know comparing to some of my friends, they are having a much tougher semester

they have more units, work than me but they are also a lot smarter than me.

i need more time to cope with my studies.

so bear with all the complaints i said.

24hrs a day just aint enough.

my skin is deteriorating again..

antibiotic is finished

whats left are topical solution and cream.

sigh ... i swear im gonna use Roaccuttane if my skin still wont get well.

i feel embarrassed to go out with my face.

why is my life so miserable ><

week 5

2011-08-26T02:11:00.000-07:00

Life is getting busy recently.

4th year ppl are back... its gonna be a lot of time spent on lectopiasss

i can no longer be up to date to the lectopias like i used to be

im lazy now ><

and my insomnia is getting worse recently.

antihistamine doesnt help anymore. what to do during exam period?

wondering whether its time to visit a doc. for some prescription meds?

alright i need to stop talking and thinking about the negatives now before the eager feeling of wanting to go back to Malaysia and giving up my studies.

the good news is i got myself a job..
although its just a casual worker position,
its good to keep myself out of my little room, making friends and make myself tired so that
i can have a really nice sleep at night. (not always work tho)
besides, i got to earn some money and experience and less time to be homesick.

i have to admit im pretty lucky this time.

it's not easy to get a job in pharmacy now ..

thank god!!
and thanks to my friends around me who gave me lots and lots of courage in the process of searching for a job.

it has been a while since i last uploaded a photo of my babygal

she was practising her falsies with me (indicate how bored i m at home )

mickey is da love.

i wanna use it now!!
but it 's in malaysia at the moment (sad :()><

week 4 of uni

2011-08-19T03:51:00.000-07:00

what have I been doing during week 4??

it was pretty boring. but the following weeks will be busy and busy ...

sigh... miserable life is going to start soon.

got my placement name badge and workbook even though im not having placement this year.

i kinda like the name badge.. yea i know it's ntg special.

but it's my 1st working name badge that somehow looks professional to me ..

maybe not professional..but maybe a "proper" one?

i smell chocolate now! hahax..am blogging with chocolate mask on my face..

smells nice! thx pig lah !! u know i needed it.

im not asking for tofu skin but just zero acne skin.

that's wat im asking for now.

after that i should really use whitening product.

my skin is getting darker and darker..

i want fair fair skin !

playing with my make up in the afternoon.

since i really have ntg to do.

practicing my bottom eyeliner and falsies.

looks pretty success in the pic rite??

but one thing for sure, i think my eyeliner skill is getting better.

clap clap !!. i should really be more hardworking.

pretty girl are every where.. seriously i dunnoe where should i stand.

browsing lengluis in instagram, wondering when can i have my double eyelid and braces done??

now im thinking to have more "things" done to my face ..

im bad i know. girls are never satisfied of their own looks, never and ever.

im a shopaholic. even im in melby i still can shop in malaysia,sg, uk ><

bad bad habit. but shopping is the only way to relieve all my stress and homesickness.

yea so im glad to have frens,cousin (sometimes my dad, lol) to help me get what i want in everywhere. i really scare to miss the stuffs that i wanna buy ><

that's really bad !!

but thansk god , i have u guys.

thank so much..i love u all !!

110811

2011-08-11T05:06:00.000-07:00

life isnt treating me well.

I didnt expect I would be so unhappy for this return.

not many frens left in melbourne.

studies are getting harder.

whats worse is that i got a penalty assignment to do because of a compulsory lecture which in my opion, is quite useless.

who would remember this lecture is compulsory.

i actually went there but she doesnt let me sign the attendance sheet since i was fairly late.

and so i got a penalty assignment. not happy :(

i rushed there under rain but still couldnt make it to sign the paper

fml.fml.fml.fml.

i just hope she will give us a chance as there was no reminder at all.

who would rmb this is compulsory since its no different than any other usual lecs.

i know its my fault to miss the lecture. but pls i dont think it is reasonable to apply a penalty assignment for 1st offence. you didnt even give a chance or reminder.

i spent all my time in a tiny room with my laptop.

this is my life here. it wasnt that great as ppl thougth actualli.

and im glad my mum does understand. and this phrase is actually came out from her.

thank god she understands the loneliness i have here.

Being a pharmacist was once my dream but it is a nightmare to me now.

i know comparing to most students, mine is getting easier and easier cuz im taking less units.

i promise myself i would make a difference in life next year. hopefully.

look forward to exam now actually since i accept the truth that is a must before i head back to malaysia.
too bad i have my summer elective. i have to stay here for another month after exam

if the research starts in nov, which i wish.

i wanna go back to home. i miss home. :'(

It's all about pink

2011-08-03T20:52:00.000-07:00

I have nothing to blog but since im so bored at home and wanting to do nothing else so here comes the new entry!

been emo and moody.. i dunno when this feeling would go away.

cuz it really made me become a useless person !!
i just refuse to do anything..

the most important thing - lectopia !!

anyway, since i have nothing to blog about,
i decide to blog about goods that i bought back in malaysia.

i really love this sandal!! it's so cute with that big bow!!

yea i know some of the ppl cant accept them but i still love it!
metallic pink makes it even more tempting!!

super adorable !!

It's pink again!!

love this 2 casing ttm!! but feels like the one im using is going to fall apart any minute soon.

is not my fault actually . it wasnt in a very gd condition when i 1st got it.

i bought it online so i dont have the chance to choose a nice one.

finally got myself a hard disc.

no longer need to back up my stuff in someone else's hard disc.

it doesnt look so "hot pink" in real but i kinda like it.

i think its the love shapes on the hard disc.
it doesnt show it in the photo but its full of loves on the surface actually!

btw the strawberry cloth below is not a table cloth or wateva.

it's a singlet. isnt it cute???

there 's other fruits as well like watermelon, pineapples(yucks)

ill end this post with a narcissistic shot :)

back to hell

2011-07-29T04:10:00.000-07:00

back to the place of evil

idk why the feeling of wanting to go back is so strong and intense.

im sick of here.. or perhaps its not the place.
i really hate studying, as in really sick of it!

i would never be happi if i still have to study.

i was alrite at the airport.

but when i reached here my tears just burst out without any reason.

i just dunnoe why. i wanna go back.

i dont care how i was determined to do something before i head back to malaysia.

in another word i'd rather give up my dream.

if my parents allow me, i might just drop out from uni.

but i know i couldnt do this to them or even myself.

what i persist are gone.

i really hope this feeling is only because i still in holiday mood.

I feel even worse for not doing anything at all.

the worst is i tried to lectopia since i skip all the classes, and i cant even finish 1 properly in a day.

keep giving excuses. but it's friday now and i still havent finished even one.

what am i doing?? i really dunnoe.

seriously i rather drop out from the uni than ruining the result that i have now.
arghhhh

120711

2011-07-11T19:00:00.000-07:00

taking same drugs as last time, but the night gel (Differin) has been changed to the cream(Brevoxyl)
my doc said:
Differin is way of too dry. My ears were peeling although i apply on my affected area on my face.
how powerful it is.
Brevoxyl is just nice.not too dry nor too moisturize. I havent seen the effect because i have only been using it for a week.
Hopefully they will work well and stop the growth of acne and scarring but it seems very likely in the near future.

results are out!!
i wont say i did it well but yea its better than what was expected since i lost quite a lot of marks in assignments and a test already (such as barely pass a 10 marks paper).
also in a paper there are 20 marks worth of questions that I couldnt finished in time, which i crapped shits out of the last 10 minutes praying i could get some marks with the random answers.
turned out the scores arent as bad as imagined. (think i got lucky this time)
Lesson learned. check watch on wrist before you head out to exam hall.
anyway, im happy enough since i didnt have high expectation in the first place
well i can really feel what they say is true
dont expect and you wont be disappointed.
yea im pretty ambitiousless..=p

080711

2011-07-07T22:44:00.000-07:00

had Tutti frutti again!!
because i missed my dance class due to the sudden decision to have a BBQ.
and too bad original flavor was sold out (first time to me)
really really BAD TIMING!!
luckily they have promegranade flavor on that day at that store....
FYI, they change their flavor everyday in every store.
the 1st picture is the real promegranade fruit in case u dont know what it looks like.
i love this fruit! despite it looks as though it has got millions seeds :P

another impromptu decision to change my screen protector to this lovely hello kitty!!
it was a bit of a waste since i have only had my previous protector for like 1/2 months.
and i still got a brand new pearl blinking protector at home that i wanna try.
anyway i think this hello kitty is just for fun.
it wont last long i guess.

Finally got my fishy mouse !!
been hunting for this mouse for so long.
although the comfortable level is nothing like the one i use in Melby,
it 's really cute + i just use it in malaysia.

went to sg for shopping.
too bad i only managed to get a singlet.
but surprisingly got the sweet i have been craving for all the time
but the taste is not as good as the one i had in Genting arghhh

obviously this photo has been edited, just the fairness and lighting i think
try use the app morebeute2 and u will know what im saying.
my face is too awful to post up here without "pimple hiding process"
i just visited dermatologist, taking oral and topical antibiotic currently.
hopefully they will give some relieve.
expectation brings disappointment.
the most important part is my face is immune to any drugs and any skin products.
and i really dislike those auntie in watson or guardian,
asking me wanna try acne products or not.
come on, it's tolerable if u ask me once.
but it starts to get irritating when the same question is asked over and over again while i was trying to look for other products.
i know my skin is terrible without your kind reminderSSSSSSS
the effort i put on trying to rescue my skin is beyond ur imaginations

my toe nails are really ugly.
so i went to pedicure 2 weeks ago.
i still prefer the ladybird that i had few years ago.
that was my 1st pedicure i think.

result will be released soon. finger cross i wont see the grade i dont wanna see.
it will ruin my mood for sure.
but i feel kinda sad as my pp assignment grade is really low.
i know i wont do well this time but yea, still hoping i could at least maintain my grade.
I shall stop here. take care!

2011-07-01T03:05:00.001-07:00

Gift from pig from Taiwan !! thanks =).. as my face is craving for masks...

never had enough ..lol..
Pig and ting

It doesnt taste like sze chuan at all ..it's not spicy at all.. dont be fooled by the dry chillies
have had tutti frutti 3 times in a week now..
and its really expensive!! =(
i felt so bad that i couldnt make it to watch transformers with ting and pig.
they even bought the ticket for me already!
at first the plan was i was going to sleep at tings place
so they bought a 12am ticket
but i ended up not sleeping at her place
so 12am show was definitely too late for me!
my parents would be mad if I go home that late (again :()
really feel bad to u guys! sorry!

idk why.. i have a bad bad feeling that holidays are gonna end soon..
in fact it's truth..
time really does fly!
i dont wanna go to uni (altho i dont actually do)..
i dont wanan do assignments, tests, exam, lectopias..
i am really really scared of study.. what to do =(

Origins

2011-06-26T07:30:00.000-07:00

New skin cares from Origin.
somehow the Green colour makes me feel the products are more natural
in fact they really are.
i do not expect my face to be cured immediately magically by any brands of skin products
but i do really hope it helps to relieve those redness and scars on my face.
I really hate the feeling when ppl look at ur awful skin ...
i want my babyskin back !!

Ps: im being a good gal, applying different masks everyday. get well please!! :))

2011-06-24T05:09:00.000-07:00

went to KL for shopping !!
2 black skirts, 3 tops (1 for my bro), keratase hair oil, a pair of shoes and La senza lingeries and
a Roxy bikini ( since it is about 50% discount)..
i doubt i have the gut to wear it anyway.
but somehow i feel like keeping some photos when im still YOUNG.
i know im getting older and older. =(
time flies !! hopefully i will wear it some day later and take some photos with my close girlfrens.
btw i love to shop at sungai wang !! their clothes are so cheap.

at Paddington's pancake house...
was playing withting's gf1 ... so envyyyy i really want a white/pink gf2 !!
but i think gf3 will be released by the time i got the money.
how pathetic. that's y i said i wanna grad asap and work!

Snowflake really doesnt taste as good as I expected. Since it got so HOT in town i thought it must be good but was a little disappointed
in pavillion's toilet....

will update again soon with new photos!
these are the only photos i have so far
stay tuned!

200611

2011-06-19T17:46:00.000-07:00

totally abandon this blog for 1 month..
who will blog during exam rite?? especially i only have 1 week for preparation.
damn Monxxh....
anyway so sorry about this..
and Im currently in Malaysia !!
will blog after my trip to KL tml
shopping spree with my babe !! excited !!
hopefully i can get a lot of clothes and shoes...
stay tuned :)

230511

2011-05-22T19:12:00.000-07:00

Isnt this pair of heels super gorgeous?? it's so simple yet so classy and pretty!!
the price is pretty as well tho!!
i want it so much but yea definitely after i get paid ..
hopefully somebody would hire me in semester 2.
I need money and experience !!

Little J came to visit me n Miss J yesterday!
awesome cupcakes she brought along.. hehe
supposed to do my assignment but ended up chit chating with her for maybe 2-3 hours??
and i realli enjoyed the chatting session..
should come visit us again...probably after exam ?

was craving for Maccas for quite long and i just couldnt stand anymore.
went down to Sydney road to get some grocery and MACCAS
Babes love maccas as well !! just like all the little kids do =p
ended up having maccas for 2 continuous meals.

btw i gained weight !! gosh ...
but i believe i can loss the fats when im back in malaysia!
its less than 1 month time from now!! jiayou !!

2011-05-19T19:53:00.000-07:00

Fine collagen + hyaluronic
Dolly wink bottom lashes
Dolly wink lash container

Dollywink is lovely.
It's so hard to resist dolly wink !!
been long for it for so long !! BUT
it's so expensive compared to other brands.
i bought the lower eyelashes instead of upper lashes cuz i gt a box of upper ones already from other brand.
after i got dolly wink, i feel like getting a pair of upper ones from dolly wink
they are so adorable !! even tho i dunnoe how to stick the lashes !
should practice after exam.

been drinking collagen for 2 weeks.
and there is no sign of improvement so far
sigh i wonder how my face will look like after next week!
exams are on 6, 10, 13 june.
little time to prepare !!
how im going to do well this time especially with pharmacy practice!!
just done my harm minimisation tutorial and test..
it was quite bad for me !!
never expected they would ask the volume of standard alcohol !!
who cares about it !!
anyway have to rush for my assignment !!
till then

Hapi birthday miss foxy

2011-05-16T23:33:00.000-07:00

Attention to Miss J
here you go , lol =P

super duper undue post !! pictures were taken on 21 april..
was celebrating Jess' bday in our apartment with szechuan hotpot !!
Thanks jess for the yummy food.
i love sze chuan hotpot especially during a cold cold night!!
plannin to bring back a few packs of sze chuan paste and have a hotpot day with my loves in Malaysia.
glad that its only 1 month until I get back!
cant wait to see them !!

nothing really special to talk about except taking photos with Miss foxy !
yea Jing and I bought her a costume pyjamas that she liked.
although it's quite uselss and pointless, it made ur bday a bit different with usual... isnt it ???
the most important thing is when she got her parcel!!
she looked so helpless and innocent when talking to me in the kitchen...lol
because she added the pyjamas to her wishlist only and havent actually bought it.
Magic magic !! haha!

anyway, i have a lot of things to catch up with my activated internet !!
gosh life without internet for 2 weeks is super duper terrible and awful !!
im glad at least i have iphone to browse here n there !!
i love iphone!!

till then.

It's like "arghh" finally =D

2011-04-29T18:51:00.001-07:00

Guess whos got a new phone?? teehee!!
thank god it came out with a perfect timing to me - just right before my previous contract ends!
its ending in a matter of weeks but i couldnt be bothered to wait till that time.
so i rushed straight down to the city to get my new phone!!
still thinking what name should i call him!! yea it's a boy !!
I am a total noob when it comes to operating this new phone,
been a bit of tweaking around to finally figure out how do i put my simcard in (got help from a friend)
Havent really got spare time to spend on exploring the phone with all the rush for dd group assignment !!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH
till then!

2011-04-21T18:31:00.000-07:00

I used to think that if you give a hand to someone needed,
the person will appreciate and return a favor in the future should I need it.
okay this might sound a little too realistic but I dont see theres anything wrong with it.
"no harm to help if im able to, someday I might need help too"
but no I dont help someone just because I want him or her to repay,
but I figure someday I might be in need of a hand too and I'd hope someone will help me.
this might make the relationship between people closer too, I thought.

sometimes I just thought "we could help each other out" so I wouldnt hesitate to give a hand as long as its within my ability and reason.
but in reality the thoughts are really bullshit.
there are cases where a person could just ignore you entirely after you have his/her problems resolved.
I did heard of these kinds of people but now I really do believe that they do exist.
if I am doing this to anybody too im sorry and please do let me know!

I felt really disappointed and upset when I come across people like that.
I dunno how to describe it but the ignoring part really puts me down.
the thing is right after ignoring your request he/she could still ask you for another favor soon after that.
I am sure who has had experiences like this could understand exactly what im trying to say.
some people are just unbelievable. (but its believable to me now)
i should stop this emotional post here.

btw still feel like talking about my face..it's terribly rotten.
it's still rotten even i 've applied powder / foundation/ bb cream.
been spending a lot on my face .
but yea im still gonna invest more.
or else i gonna live forever with my babyboy and babygal alone.

next post for Jess' birthday!

240311

2011-04-19T17:07:00.000-07:00

Spot my name ??
ntg much about this post. pictures were taken in march.
just a positive thinking post to keep myself moving forward!
and wanna keep this in my diary.

this really motivated me (for a second maybe =x, tonnes of lectopias are waiting for me :( )
I now actually do believe things that i never ever thought of could somehow happen.
sometimes things are actually better than you thought.
keep positive!

till then

Exhausted

2011-04-13T06:33:00.000-07:00

Pic taken @ Tutti frutti
Nomore Tutti Frutti :(

Just finished cleaning the extremely greasy kitchen. MAD TIRED!!
life without a maid is a disaster.
I will insist to stay at home if my future hubby cant afford to hire a maid for me.
nobody likes to do housework ! or is there anyone?!
i put more aluminum foils, cling wraps, pappers around. prevention is a MUST!!
i'd rather spend more time on sticking all the papers around my kitchen and walls and stove rather than rubbing them again!
arghhh .. bathroom, oven, microvave are still waiting for me.
tests, lectopias are on the Q as well!!
why the hell are there so many things to do!!

before i end this meaningless post, i would like to thank my BFF tingting and her bf!!
the story is that i bought something on9 and the postage is way too expensive.
so "I" decided to pick it up at Singapore while im in Australia.
I know this sounds ridiculous but i know ting ting would not reject me!!
i know she would help me.
and so i chose "pick up" option (within 1 week) prior to informing her.
well it was actually like an order to her
"just go n pick it up for me. no excuse!!" lol
where to find this kinda friend!
I know im being pretty mean to her but hey,
i would do the same to her!! i love her.

then I receive this random call yesterday.
since the number looked like its from a weird place and the voice sounded like its a weirdo
I was wondering "who is this freak???"
It was tingting's bf.
was really a surprise.
He never calls so it must be something going on, I thought!
but instead he called so that he could scold me over the phone
coz he was the one doing the pickup, alone! haha!
you will get your tutti fruitti meal once i get back. 100grams max thanks.

anyway, i cant wait to go back. i 've booked my ticket back from singapore to melbourne.
so im going back for sure!!
sooooo hapi!!

heels

2011-04-06T17:31:00.000-07:00

“I don't know who invented high heels, but all women owe him a lot” - Marilyn Monroe

Totally agree with what she said!
I love heels but I seldom wear them because flats are definitely more comfortable.
but dont you think your legs look thinner and longer with heels on ???
i should change. i dont want to wear flats forever!! i should try new things.
I need to change A LOT.
realli need to learn to walk nicely with heels.
arghh im so in love with the heels designed by the Taiwan TV show host 蔡康永
there's meaning/story behind every pair of the heels.
I copy-pasted from this website : http://news.china-ef.com/20110311/244991.html
there are 7 pairs of heels and the followings are the ones that i like

Yes 允诺

　　“为什么会有这样的东西，既这么像脚镣手铐，又这么像钻石烟花？为什么穿戴上它以后，会同时感到束缚与荣耀？会同时感到卑微与尊贵？难道就只是因为，这样东西，是“爱”？”

隐藏文案：“YES”
　　位置：扣饰内
　　出现方式：雕刻雷射在扣环内面
　　设计重点：水晶内刻字的脚踝扣饰
　　象征心情含义：被爱情绑住，陷入爱情的氛围中，有拘束，有承诺，对真爱说：YES！我愿意接受这个爱情的束缚。

　　制作特色：
　　1、鞋面是由小牛皮组成
　　2、为安全起见，脚踝饰扣是由环氧树酯制作而成，里面有雕刻雷射而成的YES字样。

　　定价：RMB 1，988

Fly 飞翔

　　“心，是没有道理一定会飞翔的，除非那颗心，渐渐因为爱，而得到了羽翼……除非那颗心，遇到了不知哪里吹来的，无以名之，於是名之为”爱”的风……”

隐藏文案：“FLY”
　　位置：鞋面
　　出现方式：鞋面镂空位置的皮革组成fly
　　设计重点：象征羽毛的装饰，高至脚踝的凉鞋款
　　象征心情含义：献给热恋心情的你，心情愉悦，快乐飞翔……

　　制作特色：
　　1、面料采用小牛皮

　　定价：RMB 1，788

Search & found 寻觅

　　“爱，是一定会有一点点痛的吧？..。。因为恋爱不只是发生，同时也是承受，承受爱的撞击、承受爱的重量、承受爱神那亮晃晃的一箭射来。箭留在心上，就是灿烂的徽章；箭拔去了，就是灿烂的伤痕......只是，不管是徽章，还是伤痕，你的心都因为这一箭，散发出你从未见过的光芒啊！”

隐藏文案：“Search”/“Found”
　　位置：鞋面扣环
　　出现方式：正面的主扣环上，左右各有一个
　　设计重点：双面不对称的爱心与剑型的扣环，内称：剑心鞋
　　象征心情含义：被爱情一剑射中，你的寻寻觅觅有了结果！你谈恋爱了！

　　制作特色：
　　1、面料采用小牛皮精致而成。
　　2、饰扣是采用新合金质地。钢硬的爱心与具有垂坠感的搭配，让整体饰扣有既rock又浪漫的感觉。
　　3、爱心背后的皮料内衬增加穿着的舒适度。

　　定价：RMB 1，988

Find me true love 纯真 “我呀，听说真爱如同隐藏的箴言，镌刻在人生的某个转角……当你的足迹经过，那箴言就得到了呼吸，於是真爱会在那一瞬间浮现，如同我们被承诺过的那样……”

　　设计重点：不对称的鞋面文案，让鞋子有了年轻的感受

　　象征心情含义：在世界的某个角落总会让我知道我的爱情在那里？我要去寻找属于我的爱情！感觉像是年轻纯真的你，想要发现爱情足迹的心情，对爱情怀抱着许多幻想

　　制作特色：面料为水洗牛皮，其特色在于他的柔软度与磨面的效果，鞋面上的字样是计算机刺绣而成。双层的电镀跟工序繁杂，价钱也不斐，需要分层电镀数次而成。轮胎抵可防滑，也使鞋型看起来更年轻，有个性。

　　定价：RMB 1,688

i realli realli wanna buy "Fly" and "find me true love"!! both in pink.
but they are so expensive and is not available here. sad TTM =(

having law and endocrinology test next week.
im dead.. i havent started studying law.. ive been wasting my time!!
after test, im gonnna help my new housemate to move house.
heheee!! so excited!!

Delivery

2011-04-01T03:45:00.000-07:00

Delivery is the best when you are lazy to cook
and dont wish to walk out in this cold cold night .

Highly recommend CRUST PIZZA -szechuan prawn !!
It's really really yummy, if you like sweet chillies like me =p
i have no idea why they name it as sze chuan.
it isnt spicy at all and it doesnt taste anything like sze chuan
but who cares as long as it taste good!
u can simply make ur order online at this website:
www.crust.com.au

I havent had my dinner and posting this is making me wanna order now!!
I really should stop myself !! i spent too much recently especially on food.
as i said before, i do miss Melbourne food.

anyway, assignment time.
look forward for outing @ sovereign hill (the gold factory?) with my friends tmr.
will I be able to dig out some gold sand tmr??
stay tuned!!

PS

2011-03-29T17:44:00.001-07:00

Made it something like GF2 clear /blur effect since i have no money to buy my GF2 . How pathetic I am. Any sponsers =p??

New love- heart over knee tight from Forever New...
(i wear jean short inside so dont try to peep =x)

All the pictures above are editted !! its quite obvious i know..
been playing around with the editing the software recently.
Thanks to my cousin for recommending this brilliant software !!
all it takes is just that 1 click for a better look - whiten the whole pic so ur pic wont look o dull
i only used the lightest level so that its not overdone.
I tried to make my eyes look bigger but maybe im still a newbie, i didnt manage to make it nice and natural. so i just stick wif the whitening, contrast enhancer functions!!
but too much contrast actually makes it look too fake (i know its fake anyway)
heard there's a software in iphone that is capable to do this too !!
anyone know wat the app's name???
I love to put name, date and some cutie inside my pic especially the blink blink !!
They remind me of the days in high sch. PHOTOBOOTHS!!
cant remember how much money that i spent for photoboothing.
It 's just a must do thing during outing. I have a full box of photo stickers and cards.
arghhh~~seriosuly i miss my days in high sch.
I must have been crazy to complain for everything while i was in high sch.
will i miss my uni life??? hell no !!! at least not for sure within this 2 years.
cant wait to graduate. earn money. and do some MAD SHOPPING!!
shopping is my love, my enthusiasm, my motivation to keep moving on !!

I did badly in my 1st drug delivery quiz.
it 's easy !! i seldom say easy to any exam/ test!!
but i dunnoe why, i did badly in all my quizzes that i had.
It's so hard for me to shut down all my holiday behaviors .
once u've been lazy, always lazy =p
anyway, just hope i can do better for any upcoming quizzes.
till then!

Here come the wolf !!

2011-03-25T04:21:00.000-07:00

I accidentally dropped the box onto the floor.
bought a full length mirror finally !!

I reckon most of us are familiar with the fairytale"Red riding hood"
but you are gonna enjoy the new movie.
The story of the movie is twisted much yet its able to keep some of the origin.
I couldnt afford to miss a single moment during my watch even i wanted to go to toilet so much.
cuz i wanna know who is the werewolf.
and my guess was wrong!! totally wrong!! it's out of my expectation.
how's bout you?? did u guys get the right answer??
In a nutshell the remake of this classic tale is pretty successful. I loved it !!
watch the trailer, it will trigger you to buy a ticket.
btw,i like the red hood coat in the movie !! i want it! any volunteer? =x

talk bout my life recently.
been really relax.. aiks !
im getting lazier and lazier!!
cant believe i havent been doing anything
i feel tired whenever i get up, especially on those gloomy morning or perhaps noon?
lolx .. and the worst thing is i eat a lot ..reali a lot..
im scared and worried but i just cant resist food!! they all are so tempting.
btw im in love with chocolate marshmallow cupcake now!!
try it!! it's realli nice !!

Yumcha day !!

2011-03-20T21:42:00.000-07:00

i miss the food v ordered in Lavender !! tomato soup something like that!!

KY, Esther, Racher, me & Jing (from left)

Overdue post =p
Dimsum @ Taipan Docaster is awesome !!
again, cant really find a comparable dimsum in Jaybee.
the most important thing is it only costs us aud18 each!!
i tot it would be at least aud25 per person unless u eat at dragon boat- dimsum buffet.
for some reason, the food at buffet is always not as nice :\

back to Taipan restaurant, it is located way too far from where I live.
the girls and I took the bus - which took quite a while to get there.
but due to how talkative we all are the journey did not feel as long as it really was.
I always say i miss the food in Malaysia but in fact,
i do miss the food in Melbourne when i was in Malaysia actually.
cuz i just cant find any specific cuisine restaurants like Thai, jap, korean, dimsum that are better than the one i had in Melbourne.
but 1 thing I really hope they have branches in Jaybee is Boost juice bar!!
just cant resist the Strawberry and Cream!

i added 2 photos with my girl in malaysia. using the camera- casio i mentioned before
magic !! see how smooth my skin is in the photo!!
gonna get one for tingting as well of cuz with some help from her bf.
since she will be leaving for UK soon, she should definitely bring a camera along!
and of course i can use it whenever i want. lol =x
she is the only girl that i wont feel paiseh for everything.
we talk/do wateva we want when we are together.
I would actually bring her to eat what I like, even tho I knew she doesn't like it.
sounds very bad of me right??
but hey she does the same thing to me every time!
i really feel very comfortable when I am with her!!
we express our feelings every second!!
I am actually really being myself when I am with her,
without needing to worry.

okayy i know i went off topic already.
FYI,the camera is quite affordable.
you can get it from ebay for usd 150 i think.
there is 12 level of make up mode, of cuz whenever u increase the level,
it gives u more photoshoped-like photos, in another word more fake!!
but who cares??? as long as u u are pretty in the photos thats what really matters isnt it?

2011-03-18T18:31:00.000-07:00

so long nv take pic with my babies !!

was just watching the taiwan drama that I've been very into recently-犀利人妻
it wasnt that nice at the begining but after a few episodes im a total addict.
i cant wait to watch the next episode yet what i can do is wait for a week. sucks!
the story is kinda old fashion, man has an affair and then dumps her wife.
but somehow,im just so into this drama even i have watched the similar one from korea.
but the 人妻- sui2 tang2 here is so pretty!! she is frigging pretty !!
how i wish i could have her face!! if im going to plastic surgery, she would definitely be one of my choices to show the plastic surgeon!!
ok ignore me. back to the topic - the drama!!
if u do watch it, u would find a lot unforgettable quotes inside.
some of them are just so #@&@#$%^ !!!
i just cant calm down when this sentence "在爱情的世界里,不被爱的那个才是第三者”came out from that bitXX (3rd party)!! somemore, she is the wife's cousin!!
somohow after watching this drama, hearing some gossips happen in similar age or older ones,
i kinda resist to get myself in a marriage. no faith in men!!
it's like so common for a guy to have an affair or is this one of their MUST-DO tasks?!!
i take back all the words i said during form4/5!!
lol i had a dream of getting married asap. right after sec sch!!
but who can tell the future??
anyway leave u guys with some nice quotes from the drama that have somehow made me think a lot.
here you go:
一旦妳累垮了~就會有別的女人~花光妳的錢~住妳的房子~打妳的小孩~睡妳的老公。
做人呀，是退一步海阔天空；但婚姻呢，是退一步人去楼空
只有无能的人才会抱怨这世界公不公平
拿得起放得下，相爱的时候用力去爱，不爱的时候潇洒转身离开
永遠．這個形容詞是僅供參考，不用太認真！
可是婚姻不像這款車，不論你怎樣正常使用，它還是會故障的

watch it now !!

Week 2 of uni

2011-03-05T17:00:00.000-08:00

supposed to do an entry about the casio camera
but i dont know why i cant dl the photos from fb.
so decided to do a random post.

had a quiz on friday,
and i did badly. as in really bad.
although it only contributes 2.5% to the final, somehow, it did affect my mood.
as usual, i skipped the lectures for the quiz as well but haihh..

planned to catchup with the lectures on the weekends but that plan has failed. (lol)
ended up hanging out from friday to sunday.
shopping, dinner, yumcha, zoo....
and now blogging!!
just want to find an excuse to procrastinate.
soooo tired after yumcha @ Doncaster and zoo with postgraduate students.
guess what? few of the postgraduate students are my demonstrators.
didnt take any pics in the zoo because of the sudden pour.
melbourne's weather has been really really !#%!$!.
It was amazingly hot when i stepped out of my apartment.
I never ever expected it was going to rain in such a hot day.
luckily i got a reminder from my fren to bring an umbrella.
and yes it came in handy.
the temperature change was so dramatic, as tho it dropped from 40'c to 20'c.
rushed straight back to home to change my shorts into long jeans before i headed to zoo.

the zoo was so disappointed!!
the ticket was really for the jazz concert, not meant for watching the animals.
who would go to zoo to see a concert instead of the cute, fat animals?
most of the gates were closed and the animals were not at the place they should be.
I love zoos but this trip wasnt pleasant at all =(

okay, im freaking tired now.
dont think i would appear in uni tomorrow.
still have some "old" lectopias that i have to finish.
should pps before i off to bed. night !!

Ps: I changed the layout of my blog. been craving for sweet food recently. I love cupcake.

It's all about food !!

2011-03-02T18:13:00.000-08:00

some prawns for dinner???
prawn fishing @ bestari!!
but i didnt fish it.
can you believe i didnt get any prawns after trying to fish them for a whole 3 hours?
so i just stole my fren's prawn to take this photo. clap clap !!
there was a pro malay guy, i think his family rely on him for a dinner with seafood!

there are a few mamak that cook nice tomyum
but im not sure if they did enough cleaning on the seafood.
and therefore I only drink the soup and wouldnt touch the seafood at all.

so here we go--- carabau !
it's hard to find a nice thai food restaurant in JB,
esp once u have tried Ying Thai green curry chicken and tomyum in Melbourne.
i do miss food in melbourne sometimes.
especially korean food.
there's no korean restaurant in Jb that can beat any random korean restaurants that i've tried so far in Melby.. sad..

fresh shrimp wanton soup
poached fish in spicy sauce
xiao long bao!!
noodle with minced meat and mushroom in spicy sauce

saw a lot of ppl's status posted in fb, saying that they are dining in crstal jade.
so i gave it a try. waited for 45 mins .isshhh such a long q.
anyway, the food didnt give me a big impression.
or maybe i expected too much from it.
or perhaps i ordered the wrong dishes??
( there were more dishes on the day, i lost the passion to take photos after the 1st few dishes)....
still, melbourne serves better poached fish in spicy sauce (shui zhu yu)...
arghhhh the weather in Melb is soooooooooo cold now. makes me want to have sichuan hotspot !!

btw im so stressed now. cuz im cant cope with my study.
yes, it's 1st week of uni and im totally left behind.
hell 6 lectures/unit a week is not fun at all!!
but i will have a short break for 4th year units soon...
since 4th year ppl are going to placement hence the lectures are squeezed into a short period.
shall stop here. next post would be my fake super chio skin compare to the real skin now by the superb "make up camera" .
stay tuned ppl !!

Universal studio part 2

2011-02-27T05:26:00.001-08:00

Ignore my acne. Gingy says HI !!

outfit of the day
focus on the roller coaster but not the lengzai lengleui here. this is the one that freaked ting ting out.
Look carefully. they are not only the advertisement ( IF i right, its singtel ad) but sign of DANGER !!!
i love merry goes round!

i miss my gal badly !!
dont mess with me. i give u saman!! isshh.. i got a saman recently actually cuz i rushed a traffic light. fine, my bad.

I discovered this 2 cute dino hats from a kid. he grabbed one for his dad n himself. kewt on both of us. hehe
we are so burnt after an hour of walking. found that there's aircon in the mummy's building. so i didnt hesitate to walk into there eventho i dunno wth is in there. and the roller coaster in there scared the shit outta me. almost shit my pants ='[

btw, im back to hell. sch starts tml.
should off to bed earli (it's 1am now)....
night peeps !!

Universal studio part 1

2011-02-18T02:30:00.000-08:00

little dino learns to fly.

look at the bench carefully before u make ur final decision on where to sit. Do not act like an auntie - quickly grabs the front rows. your gonna get all wet.

my favourite theme- fairytale. Come on, who doesnt love fairytale (except boys)???

my lover and the man she loves. im the photographer. sad sad sad T.T

nice background yea?? ting held the 2 big heads of gingy behind me...

just a random pic from fairytale.

went to universal studio after i had been sick for a week.

at least i did go somewhere in this 3 months holiday, not just getting stuck in jaybee onli.

so sad i cant make it to KL to attend my fren's convocation.

we got our ticket at sgd60 instead of sgd66.

someone stopped us when we were heading to the ticket counter.

he got extra tickets cuz his friends ffk him. poor thing. luckily u met us. LOL

he was being nice as well. he let us pass the entrance before we pay.

no fake tickets !!

the parking fee is damn ex. costs me well over sgd20. should of taken MRT instead of driving there.

i give myself a try on all rides in the themepark but definitely not the cylon -big roller coaster thingy.

poor Ting was being cheated again, she tried the red roller coaster.

and yes, she regretted again just like the space shot thingy in Genting.
she got really shocked but of course, she also got a lot of excitement and fun!

i was half dead after the indoor roller coaster, the mummy one.

i think it's quite nice but i dont think i will go on that ride anymore. LOL

not many pictures were taken cuz my camera battery went flat at the beginning.

and my phone memory was fulled. why i brought 2 useless things along???

i still woke up 1 hour earlier to recharge it.. stupid sony.

wont buy this brand again!! cant wait to get my gf2 or maybe casio !!

was sooooo tired after a full day of walking under the sun.

i didnt apply any sunblock.stupid me. or i should say lazy me.

when will my skin becomes fair like those celebrities?

when will my face becomes flawless??? perhaps casio camera?

will blog about this soon. let u see how powerful the casio is once i get those photos..

due to my tiredness, didnt maange to go kl on the next day.

am so sorry to my babes.... i ffk them twice!!

how bad i am yea??? arghhh..sorryyyy .. not feeling very well after i came back from sg.

didnt have enough sleep i guess.

will post up more photos soon.

outing wif bff during cny

2011-02-13T06:22:00.001-08:00

heee..finally ting has uploaded all photos ..

so now i can update my blog....
went to ting' s house for 2 hours cuz her nephew didnt allow her to go out.. (we were sposed to..)
little poor thing, she would cry if we just left her there...
so how could we be so coldhearted to leave and watch her sitting there crying..
so we waited for her to glue to another person before we left her... (phewww)

went to tebrau jusco, supposed to watch a movie but most of the tickets were sold out.
and so! we decide to go sing!

rm37 for 2 .5 hours is realli expensive yea???
price is for 3 hours but we left early

had lotsa fun in the room..lol...
or not..
should put it this way.. ting and sy had a nice modeling season in the room (lol!)
they can show some really nice poses!
sometimes i wish i could just be like them..
be fun! be crazy! be dumb! (no offence but you guys seriously are =x)
its really fun and happy to be with them.. relax, free, and wild!
we dont need to purposely talk to each other... theres always going to be something to talk..
im so gonna miss u guys soon ...dun wanna go back to melbie ><..wanna stick with u all..

i love all of u !! muacksss

ps: they are my primary sch mates... and we still contacting with each others!!

sick

2011-02-10T17:24:00.000-08:00

been realli sick for 5 days and im still not recovered yet T.T

fever, sore throat, stuffed nose, headache...NOW! GO AWAY AND STAY AWAY!! >=[
thanks to the weather that has completely wasted my precious holidays..
canceled all outings with frens.
or else i should be bloggin about how fun the Universal Studio in Singapore is..

isshhhhh !!!
i wanna go out !!! i want trutti frutti !!
addicted to frozen yogurt from trutti frutti currently.
and it's freaking ex.
although there are varies sizes of the cup but the prices have nothing to do with the cup!

in fact, its the weight of the cup, and the weight inside the cup!

so dont be greedy when u squeeze out the yogurt.cuz u cant put it back . (maybe u could dump it?)

btw my E visa was approved today..yeahh!!

had a lot troubles while applying finally...phew =D
the last few things i have to do is finish all required immunisations
for my placement before 26feb.
yes, im going back on 26 feb...
cant believe 3 months holidays are just gonna end like this.
have to go tru so much thing before i reach the next precious 3-month holiday.
also not sure i have 3 months holidays this year due to the placement.
might even celebrate cny in melbie next year =(

anyway, kambateh!

where did i spent ??

2011-02-03T03:18:00.000-08:00

photo taken with ma boss and colleagues right n front of my shop. day without cosmetic lens is bad. photos without cosmetic lens is disaster!! stupid me, let the water flush my lens down into the sink just before new year. damn it!!

present for mum. friends said it's way of too young. would it? (thats good coz i can use it too hehe)

my bag. pretty yea?? bff and dad said small onelooks better as im in dilema in choosing which size to buy. so i decided to pick the small over the big one. sorry to ma babyboy and babygal. ( they are just way too fat to fit in)

once again happi chinese new year eventhough the new year atmosphere is getting less and less.

and the worst is, the smell of going back to Melbourne is getting stronger and stronger =(.

seriously, im not excited at all and it does actually affect my current mood.

somehow, I always looked forward to the new years when i was young.

spent all my times in the new year in grandaparents' house instead of sitting right in front of my laptop.
why my life alwayss so boring ??? ehyer, i really should make more frens.
frens that can drive, willing to pick me up and sent me back to kampung. (maybe a chauffeur?)

sent me your contact if you are intersted to do so. LOL =p

back to the topic.

I got RM1k from my boss. still have about Rm800 to get from him soon

Thank god that i didnt get all my salary from him cuz i spent all my 1k within 2/3 days.

i know im good at spending them all!

where did it go?? let me think.

1. clothes
i did spent some on clothes. not sure whether i use my own money or parents. But i have to say, i paid by card for most of them. of cuz, my dad would settle the bill for me. im a student (best thing about still being a student =x)

2. bags

bought a bag for myself. luckily i didnt ask my bff to buy impusely from sg. rm 90 more exprensive than in Malaysia after discount (if you use public bank/hsbc card to pay). i wanted to get one for my mum as well but dad said he would bring mum to choose so i just take a pic of the one i inteneded to buy for her and turned out she liked it . so regret i didnt buy it. I have to say it out loud that i did pay for my bag even though my dad wanted to pay for it. also paid half the price of mum's bag and my own medical checkup's bill! (hao lian ^_^)

3. food

if you work in any shopping centre before, you would know how expensive the food is ( i mean using your own money, those that you earn). no jap, italian, korean food as usual outing with frens. i didnt spent much on these cuz most of money for food came from my parents including petrol =x. should thank my dad for fulfilling the thirst of the car =x

4. accesories

i cant remember what i bought. hair clips, belt........

5. bank
banked in rm100 and i took out rm50.that made it a total of erm......

i think these are where my money went.

colleagues were shocked, they just couldnt believe it. (lol)

things in melbourne is way too expensive.
it would be better to buy all i need / want here instead of melbourne.
i knew my mum wont take my money so i get her a bag.
and i swear i wouldnt do this when i work officially.
i need to save money for my own pharmacy and my dreamcar mini cooper =D.
god bless me that i will earn a lot in future !! there's just soooo much thing to buy in this world. pray pray pray!!

LOVE vs HATE

2011-01-30T09:08:00.000-08:00

I LOVE

1. my babyboy and baby girl
They are my oxygen, need i say more???

2. Anything nice in pink
pink is the best color and all my frens know it =p

3. mashmallow/ candyfloss
some brands produce really nice mash/candyfloss and i can finish A LOT of them in a day. however there are brands that make candyfloss so not-soft that it almost gives you the same feeling as biting sands. yucks!

4. chocolate
cant resist it at all. could you ??? but please! no raspberry or alcohol!

5. dance
im not gd at it but i love dancing and i do envy ppl who can dance well. how much i wished my mum actually did send me to dancing class when i was younger. i might have already become an expert dancer and a tutor who knows! aiskk, gonna miss my new jazz class here soon, it is just so differnet from angmoh....

6. "Dragonbeard" candy
I dunnoe the english name of this. i feel like going to genting just to eat this. am i crazy?

7. Shopping
although i have been working for the month but i have also been shopping while working. its quite cool actually to work at sutera mall since there are so many stalls to shop at. i dont wanna know how much money i got left after i received my salary coz i know its going to be a negative figure.. ><

I HATE

1. Justin bieber
ok, he is just random. song is irritating and mv is annoying and he got famous. thats really random. i feel like cutting his hair whenever i see him on tv or anywhere.

2. backstabber and liar
lots of them in the society and i have experienced what they are capable of. i know there will be these kinds of ppl everywhere but i just hope they would realize what they did one day.. one day..

3. study
i mention this quite often in my blog =x
i find it quite interesting to learn something new though.

4. my face
chubby, acne's scar, small eyes, blunt nose....plastic surgery ?? recommended surgeon anyone?

5. my stupidness
im just slow and empty. i need lots of time to digest a new thing, which is really bad =[

6. high threshold to fall asleep
i couldnt continue my sleep once i get disturbed by noise. i cant sleep with music. i cant tolerate any sounds/voices during sleeping at all.. i cant sleep if i have exams tml. how i wish i could just sleep and wake up only when i have rested enough... arhhhhh sleep sleep... goodnight... zZZ

Happi Chinese New Year

2011-01-21T08:29:00.000-08:00

those oranges in the photo are long gone already.

my frens finished them all in a short time.
from time to time, my boss would bring some fruits/biscuits/snacks for us.
although we always reject him very politely, (trying to be si wen, bu hao yi si, u know..)
whatever he brought to the shop will be finished as soon as he turned his back to us...

i wonder whether i should resign or continue to work for sat and sun.

let's see how the pay is 1st. hehe =P

CNY is coming soon. not realli excited for it cuz i know my holidays is gonna end soon.

dont wanna go back to melbourne. rather stay here to work for 12 hours.

i hate uni. i hate study.

been listening CNY's song everyday...

envy shopgals opposite my shops. cuz they can play any songs they want - pop song of course..

while my shop - CNY's songs... (a little for the feel is okay but 12 hours is a bit too much..)

the worst thing is im singing it in my mind sometimes.

wth am i doing!!!

arhhh tired. off to bed.

sleep tight peeps and Happi chinese new year in advance !!

Ps: thanks for those who left me msg in chatbox. i love them !!

workworkwork visavisavisa

2011-01-16T18:52:00.001-08:00

been really busy recently.

i dont have time to hang out with frens anymore due to my wrong decision - working for 6 days
10.30am-10.30pm!!

regretting atm. but still im glad to make some new frens, my colleagues. nice ppl !!

nvr ever thought i would love Monday just like everyone else, Monday BLue.
but im anticipated the coming of monday everyday. yes i dont need to work on Monday!!
and i spent all my free time on renewing my student visa.
so irritating. i failed again and again!!

really dont know wat the hell that stupid system want. im so sick with it. issshhh!!

ok talk about my work. i earn like rm50++ a day. so little yet max tired.

especially the boss or boss lady there. u just have to stand for 12 hours!!
i really hate sunday now cuz there's a lot of ppl in the shop. u dont even have time to eat ur dinner.

kesian rite!!

due to a lot a lot of things i cant tell the reasons to resign asap.
but i have promised to work till the end of this month.
if i resign now, surely kena nag by my boss!! he is the best "nagger" so far i 've seen =x
think positively, i did learn something from this work.

-long standing, as my future work would need me standing as well

-interact with your customer, im just bad in talking with strangers ( i guess i improved a bit as my boss keeps stalking behind me, i have to start the conversation with the customers )

-driving skill, pretty confident that i have improved ! but not parking skills. u guys would laugh at me if i told u how i park my car =p

-make new frens

-$$$ , dont think i wouldnt spent all. yes im gonna spent all of it without any hesistation!! gonna get all i want!!

seriously, sometime i met some customers whom i dont wish to serve eg. ah beng ah seng

but they are better than those who treats you like a maid or use unrespectable tone when "talking".
hello, im not your maid k?? dont use your finger without speaking to ask me do what u want. >"<

ps: new year resolution is out. forgot to plublish. pull down to c =)

Mind twister

2011-01-08T08:02:00.000-08:00

photos were taken @ Mind Twister...

should visit Mind Twister @ mount austin if u have never been there before.

it was really fun!!

am tired to update recently cuz i just came back from work.

12 hours standing. not fun at all!!

issshhhh will talk more about the job soon.

stop nagging me the same thing over and over!!

off to bed . gd nite ppl!!

寂寞寂寞就好 Hebe

2011-01-03T05:54:00.001-08:00

寂寞寂寞就好

詞:施人誠
曲:楊子樸

還是原來那個我　不過流掉幾公升淚所以變瘦
對著鏡子我承諾　遲早我會還這張臉一堆笑容
不算什麼　愛錯就愛錯
早點認錯　早一點解脫

我寂寞寂寞就好　這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去　痛到　受不了　想到　快瘋掉
死不了就還好
我寂寞寂寞就好　你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會　笨到　忘不了　賴著　不放掉
人本來就寂寞的　借來的都該還掉
我總會把你戒掉

還是原來那個你　是我自己做夢你有改變什麼
再多的愛也沒用　每個人有每個人的業障因果
會有什麼　什麼都沒有
早點看破　才看的見以後

somehow this song suits me now.
perhaps I need to get myself attached to something/someone in order to kill my boredom.

New Year Resolution

2010-12-30T23:28:00.000-08:00

Happy new year everyone !!!

As i mentioned in last post, below are my 2010 resolutionss...
i know i would fail to achieve/maintain any of them but still we should live our life with aims right?? i just make it simple and short cuz most of them are the same as last year!! here we go!!

1. improve my average/GPA scores just a little bit more and then maintain it cuz i know i would definitely regret if i don't.

2. Expand my social circle
I am really bad in socializing. I just wont start a conversation or whatever to somoebody i dont know/ not close. So i have little friends only and most of them have found their partners. They cant spent all their time with me =(. I should make more frens as i have already lost some due to some reasons.

3. Make my life more fun
My life in melby and malaysia are boring. I do envy those ppl who go out with a big gang to clubs, travel, outings. Whenever i gt chance to do so, i just say No without any hesitation. I would reject outings if i know there are a few ppl who I dont know will be going too. I dont like noise, crowds so I nv go to clubs or countdown parties. Get fun, get high and get more friends. Bad habits. I should change in order to make my life fun!!

4. Improve my english speaking
i will be spending most of my time on counseling patient. Fluent english speaking is a MUST.

5. Tofu skin

okay, everyone knows i have a realli realli bad skin even i took pills. Anyway, im drinking collagen now, hope it helps!! Again, thanks to my BFF ting ting for buying me this. She started working in Sg next week. I would be alone =(

6. Get a job next year

cant wait to earn money.so many things to buy. Eventhough im worried and anxious but still i have to get thru this. I dont wanna be an incompetent pharmacist in the future. It's so embarrassing when u cant answer the questions asked by patients. Be nice to me pls =)

7. Im learning dance now and i like it so much even i look cacat among others. I believe i would be better (its a must) after 10 years =x

8. Long hair
My hair is practically dead after i stepped into the hair saloon Toxxxx in JJ. They charged high yet ur hair is done by students. Im fine to use a student but he killed my hair. They suck!! I have had short hair for 2 years already >"<

9. Hope to have more readers. I appreciate those who left me msg in the chatbox. U guys made my day when i saw it. At least im not alone. leave more msg pls =)

10. more improvement, achievement, luck, money.........whatever that are good for me! Tehee =P

Ps: i came out with Charlotte as my english name as it would be easier for me in many aspects eg. working, meet new ppl, making frens. The most important is angmoh always pronouce my name wrong and it's super duper awful. what do u guys think??

Anyway, hope everyone has a blessed year ahead. Happy 2011 !!!

Its gonna be 2011

2010-12-26T17:04:00.000-08:00

see how bad is my acne's scar:(

time flies!!
2011 is coming in few days !!
don't know if i should be happi or sad!!
sad because the time i stay in malaysia is gtting shorter and shorter!!
this doesnt sound nice at all!!
isshhh i just hate going back to melby!!
happi because im moving forward in my study!!
often asked by ppl when you gradaute.
im sick of answering all those questions if u dont understand the structure of my course.

just brieftly state my situation.
im a student transferred from pharmaceutical science to pharmacy.
and yes, pharm.science is different from pharmacy.
from what i understand, pharm science graduates will be stuck in the lab, discover/modify drug?

i guess so =x
i reckon you all know what a pharmacist does.
due to some units are only offered in particular semester and most units have their prerequisite
eg: you have to do part A in order to do part B.

even i got 6 units exempted from pharm.science ( cuz they are exactly same as pharmacy's unit), i still have to stay for 4 years.

However, the units i take will be lesser eg. i just need to take 2 or 3 units per sem from sem2 2010 onwards.

it wont be so hectic as before.

3 units= heaven, 4 units = hell

it's 919am now. i woke up at 630 and have maccas at 730am.

should get some sleep before i head out later.

ps: ting ting gt me kinohitmisu collagen as my bday present. am excited to start my collagen tonight!! hopefully my skin would be better!!

pps: next post would be aiims/wishes for 2011 !!

short update !!

2010-12-20T22:55:00.000-08:00

currently obsessed with this camera - panansonic lumix GF 1.

it takes really nice photos! much better than my stupid camera.
wonder y i even bought that one!!

whenever i took my camera out, i have to put it in slowly and secretly.

cuz everyone is carrying a DSLR!!! and i called it "da4 pao4" !!
thinking to get one next year if im able to get a job in aus!! pray hard!!
but the GF2 is coming out soon. should i wait for it? pink or white?? hmmmm..
i know its still too early for me to bother about the colors since i havent got the $ but :((

watched Rapunzel and Narnia with babyboy/gal.

they were so excited to see those unicorns in Rapunzel!!
they think they are the superstars acting in BIG movies such as this one..
lol.. at least i made them think like that...

only wish i had 1/4 lengths of Rapunzel's hair lah!!

I found Narnia not intersting at all.
maybe i just get sick of the similar stories over and over again
kept wondering when issit going to finish when i was in the theatre.. too boring?

finally made my decision not to go kl with my frens.

sorry !! i just want to get my visa done first before i do anything.
so irritating when u kip failing to renewing visa online.

plus, Australia is having a long holiday right now.

hope i can get my visa, body check and immunisation done before january.

ps: xmas is coming, where should i go?? i just hate traffic jam and crowd.

somemore, most cafe/ restaurant always has different menu during xmas which i dislike most of them and they are expensive. what to do?? most probably i will just stay in my aunt's house as usual. nice food of course!!

planning to go universal studio in jan. but i dun have a nice camera =( .

i havent found a job yet.sigh. hopefully i can work in those pc fair or whatever fair.

get high salary for 3 -5 days. cant wait to get lumix gf 1/2!!

ting ting 21st bday 2010

2010-12-19T07:03:00.000-08:00

me and sharon !!

me and zhi qian !!

boys!!

GALSS !!!

stayed overnight at ting's place on friday.

planed to watch movie but there were no movie that we were interested in!!

cant believe i havent visited cs for 2 years till now.

it used to be my favourite shooping centre in JB.

apparently it no longer is.

we shopped from 4pm to 10.30pm.

didnt manage to get anything but i chose the white tank for ting"that she wore in the photo above!

nice and simple yea??

then i stayed overnight at tings place
didnt sleep well in ting's house.

due to the noisy air condintioner..
im very sensitive to any noise/sound while sleeping.

cant tolerate any sound unless im realli realli tired!!

stayed at home and watched dvd with ting on saturday till night.

also helped her to put on the little light bulbs onto the christmas tree.

aiks forgot to take a pic of it.

was so scared and free while waiting for others cuz the house is filled by her relatives=strangers to me.

luckily sharon and her bf came on time -8pm.

had a great time with sharon!! non stop chatting.

well as for the food, nasi beriani is the best !!!

i ate 2 plates of them!!
forgot to dapao back cuz my dad suddenly appeared in front of ting's house.
i was the first one to leave the party again.

anyway, happi birthday to my dearest BFF Ng Shi Ting.

wish all ur dreams come true and i love u forever and always!!

precious moments

2010-12-10T18:12:00.000-08:00

me and SY were so tired to take pic but ting insisted to so v gave her this face !!

Not nice de mochi !!

Miss Cutie !!

Looked so terrible in polaroid as well. i want tofu skin

smell of home finally!!

caught in a big traffic jam from sg to jb

i was stuck for more than 3 hours. what a stupid way to welcome me!

anyway, went to sg yesterday with my primary sch mates!!

hadnt been meeting up lately.. well about 2 years or so...

this time we took lotsa of pics but my skin condition was terrible!

biggest regrets to have gone for facial a day right before the outing!
my mum banned me for using any sort of makeup hence my naked face

wish i could be like them. nice skin, nice clothes, nice hair, nice face...
instead of my tshirt/shorts/naked face/bad skins

btw, i love ting's camera - lumix GF 1 ttm. it takes nice pictures!!

thinking to get one if i could get a job next year. hopefully.

i have been having problems with some of the questions or comments from different groups of friends.
lets say friend A and friend B
this is the scenario:

A: aiya go buy something only need to makeup mer (look as you as if ur a freak)
B: ehhh why u dont make urself look better! see, so pale! put some makeup marr

A: wahhhh why you wear like this u going somewhere later?! (if i not wearing tshirt+shorts/jeans)
B: why always wear tshirts !!! and jeans!!!!!!!!! duh!!

tsktsk... how?

ps: im a girl, i wanna be pretty. i believe we all wanna be pretty dont we?

say hi to toffee, tofu and G-FORCE

2010-12-07T07:37:00.000-08:00

finally i got the pictures with Toffeeee !! teehee =p

always forget to take her pic when i visit her

actually im quite scared of dogsss especially those who jump and claw you

i was having trouble to carry Toffee.
after a few attempts she still kept moving and wouldnt stay quiet and let me carry

so my fren put her on a chair.. coz she doesnt dare to move at that height >:D

doesn't she look like a teddy bear? i like to see her run with the movement of her fluffy fur.

the thing i cant resist most is her innocent face!!
want to dote on her so much when she does that face.

btw, i like stupid, fat or maybe "ugly" dogs such as chow chow and bulldog.
they just awesome with the face they have. am i weird? i dunno but i just like them!
they are amazingly cute!

took some pics of the guinea pig and tofu (white rabbit).

the pictures do not do tofu justice.
they just cant show how huge it is. but seriously it is big when you see it in real life.

no jokes!

see the pic of tofu inside the cage?

amazed by his/her ability to jump into the cage within 1 sec.

i never expect she/he can jump into the guinea's pig cage so easilly.
amazing considering his/her size/weight...

incredible!! clap clap!

also, one of the G-force members have successfully conquered bunny's old house.

the bunnies are going to lose this war sooner or later..

woooo going to airport soon. can't wait !! bye Melby and i wont miss u !!

初恋那件小事

2010-12-04T06:58:00.000-08:00

just finished watching this awesome movie!!

it's really really a nice movie from Thailand.
although the story is old,simple,nothing new or special (except that the guys is realli handsome =p).

look at the 1st pic,

the girl in the middle is the main character and the 2nd picture is after she becomes prettier .i cried like river during the scrapbook part...damn touching lah.. :'(
and there are some parts i dun dare to watch.. idk why, maybe it's too sweet or shy.aye haha.
overall it's realli worth to watch !!
dont wanna talk about the story, watch it urself ppl !!

Ps: why was my highschool life so boring???

im a happi gal at the moment

2010-12-02T15:46:00.000-08:00

phew!! result isnt that bad!! (not bad at all at least for me i think)
i got more than what i was expecting..
lol i know im so not ambitious...
but im just trying to be realistic instead of hoping for something that wont happen.
but anyway, what a surprise!
im a happy gal now =D
i even double checked to cfm whether ive logged into someone else's account when i was checking my results.. use the sms system etc..
even so i was wondering will the results be different by the time i wake up tomorrow?
im soooo happy and this is unbelievable!

i know although i was taking only 3 units compared to 4 in last sem
but this is also the reason why i slacked more since i knew i had more time!
think im really lucky this time!

last, thanks for those ppl who have assisted me in my studies!!
i cant express myself very well but seriously, i do appreciate it!!
so please help me again in the future =p

i love december

2010-11-30T23:48:00.000-08:00

It's december! how could any students hate december?

most will have their holidays in december isnt it?

and december = Xmas =)

i love christmas !! how bout you guys??

all the shopping central are nicely decorated!! snow~blinks~reds~socks~

planning to go Orchard road in SG!! cant wait!

pretty hat(above) yea? i just grabbed one when I was at Myers to take this photo.

should get a similar one in Malaysia cuz it's so much cheaper over there!!

oH, i always forget to take pics with my fren's puppy - Toffee!!
she's so cute!!
my fren's house is officially a zoo now.
She has 2 rabbits, 1 puppy and 2 guinea pigs (she is being their nanny at the mo for her friend:P)

they realli look like G Force. and i didnt know guinea pigs could grow to this kinda size, ie HUGE!

aikss... so regret that i didnt take any photos.
i wanna show u guys so much how big the white rabbit really is...
its like SOOOOOOOOOO BIG that it can barely fit into its own rabbithouse
i've nv seen a rabbit in similar size. definitely a giant rabbit!!

speaking of size.....
im getting fatter and fatter!! omg i have ruined my plan!!
i always tot i will eat less after my exam but what happens now is that i never stop eating!
having supper is already a habit. it's so hard to get rid of it.
i made myself a cup noodle even my stomach is bloating!!
help me!! ~><~

ohh results are being published tmr >"<

finger crossed i did well this time lah. eventhough i knew i wont but pls !! as im doing 3 units this time.. i will feel realli bad and down if i dont do well !!

onion with leave LOL

2010-11-26T05:00:00.001-08:00

result from not cooking and having delivery/dapao most of the days during my exam period

i threw 3 of them although only one managed to grow leave. lol
it was scary to watch it kept growing day after day

it is summer now in Melbourne,

and yes, it's freaking hot.
i've been waiting fir the trademan to give me a call to repair my central cooling. have been waiting for more than a month even i have sent another email in between to my agent.

due to the hot weather, i dont feel like stepping out from my apartment at all.

so i cant do what i have planned for my holidays during exam period. this sux =(!!

have a chat on msn with my primary sch fren...

cant wait to meet them!! hope i manage to go KL with them !!

wanna take lotsa pictures with them.

i think we didnt meet each other for about 2 years...thats freaking long!!

nothing to do at home except online game. so i will blog more often than usual.

im kinda sick of pps already.

and i realize when you study, there're a lot things to surf, stream...

once u are on holidaysss, there arent many things to do with the internet.

is it so?

ragnarok online

2010-11-24T00:12:00.000-08:00

perhaps this is my last meet up with Belinda..

arghh she's not coming back to melbourne anymore till her gradaution.anyway wish u all the best in the future..
will go kk visit u someday!! hope to c a brand new Belinda!! faster lose weight!!

addicted to RO online again!!

i know this game has been on the market for years..
but this was the 1st online game that i played and that i cant stop playing

years ago, even i used to staying in school' hostel, having PMR and my sch exam.

i still rmb how fast i finished my PMR, just to go out of the room and head to cyber cafe for ro

i could travel from my house for about 1 hour all the way to JB cybercafe to play RO with my frens during holidays.

and thanks to casper for helping me lvling when during my stay in hostel!!
my favourite character is dancer!! it used to be a hunter but ill have to choose dancer now.
it looks so chioooooo

im trying hard to turn to a dancer now.. i need bot. does anyone have bot for ro free sever??

i need zeny (money in ro)... aiks... i miss bot.
im a poor archer in this free server. how tough to live without equipment and zeny.
haiz... i miss my lv99 dancer !!

nice shoe yea??? i love it. haiz.. i wanna buy i wanna buy...

but i spent too much this 2 months... should i buy before i go back to malaysia?
or buy after i come back to melby??

Ps:
1. window live is getting irrritating again!! sent me twice to confirm my details or whatever in 24 hours or else they are gonna locked my account again cuz somebody locked in with incorrect passwd again and again!! hell, what if i didnt check within 24 hours?? lock me again????another 1.5 month without window live???

2. feel free to do a poll on the side bar. pretty quick poll. just 3 clicks as i would like to know more about my peeps. Thanks in advance.

pharm. science gathering at crown 2010

2010-11-20T02:25:00.001-08:00

how nice are the pictures above. Thansk Wanda =)

nothing unusual to blog about this day except meeting up with awesome ppl !

used to be a pharm science student and i was supposed to graduate this year!!

anyway all the best to the pharm science ppl who gradaute this year!!

big welcome to Mr.holidays

2010-11-17T05:46:00.000-08:00

let's say hi to my best lover, Mr.holidays

aikss have been waiting for this day for so long..
no more tears for unknown reasonsss during study period.
should plan for my 3 weeks holiday in melbourne.
seriously i dunnoe wat to do here. a lot of ppl is going back earlier than me.
but of course gonna catch up with some friends, finally!

hmm came across this video clip on facebook.

click it if u havent watched this before.
to me, jay chou was not attractive at all. seriously it is like 0/100.
never really liked him.
but then he managed to change my feelings with his talents.

i began to like him since his 3rd album. err not him but his music.
but thats until i saw this video clip.

what i can say is, i really love him.
he is so talented and he reacts really fast!

man with talents really do attract girl even tho they are not gd looking (from my point of view lah =x)

however, when u ask a guy to choose between a talented girl or a pretty gal.

boys would definitely choose the pretty one, wouldnt he?
anyway, have a look on this video if ur free. i like it =D

hurry up!!

2010-11-07T07:22:00.000-08:00

yessss finally done with my 2nd paper
i know i wont do well in this paper.
cuz i realli din put much effort on it. i refused to study especially RP's notes.
gave a call back home, mum asked me not to study for 2 days.
and seriously, i rested for 2 days. perhaps 3? what a good girl i am
i did study a bit actually. but seriously just a tiny bit lol.
so far i havent finished 10 lectures or maybe not even 8.
aiks, already in holiday mood.
i cant wait for this bloody exam to be over. hurry up hurry up!
i cant wait for the outings with my love ones.
already have some after exam plans even I havent done with my exams.

arghhh thats it need to do some SERIOUS studies now. hopefully.
but im sorta tired now. just came back from somewhere FUN.
bucks up bucks up

1 down 2 more to go!!

2010-11-01T02:41:00.000-07:00

hell yea,vei just done with this shit above.
see how thick the notes are. few of the lectures are just copy-paste work from the whole book of antibiotic therapeutic guideline.
since there are references everywhere why wouldnt they just make it a open book test..

anyway, im over with this unit.
im pretty confident that i can pass this unit.
next paper is on friday. jiayou!!
gonna get some food before i start.aiks...i cant study without food.
and yea, put a few kilos on me again >"<

ugly me

2010-10-24T08:21:00.000-07:00

bumped in to jessie in the lift yesterday while on my way to get my parcel.

and i looked horrible.
jess was shocked when she saw me coming into the lift also.

but she looked the same anyway.

normally i bath after i wake up. cuz my hair will be all tangled.

but yesterday was a different routine.
and i was only going downstairs for a couple of minutes for the parcel anyways,
so i left my unit with the messy hair. luckily it was jess instead of other people in the lift!

and yea,finally i got my skincare stuffs as ive just finished mine the day before..

and there was supposed to be a freegift that comes with product.
but i couldnt see it anywhere..
so i pour everything in the box onto my babyboy and babygirl.. (refer to pic)
but still, no freegift inside!
think they may have forgotten or maybe purposely one?
dint really liked the freegift but just thought i would check it so that i wont accidentally throw it into the bin.
but it took some time to clean the white thingy ><

took this pic few days ago with the candles from jing.

see im using it recently. i dunnoe it works or not.

but the smell is pretty nice. so thanks again.

hmmm im still not into study. how? wwhat to do?? sigh...

no motivation at all arghhhhhhhhhhhhh

best best frens in melbie

2010-10-21T02:53:00.001-07:00

Thanks jess for editing the pic !!

im going to have my final soon...

and im still not panic yet..this is sooo not like me !! omg omg!!
still feeling upset about my last sem's results

anyway, back to study!
just finished watching playful kiss..

tsktsk, smart guy never fails to turn me on. love "baek sheng zu" so much =D

back to study!! should stop being so laid back during this critical period.

fighting!! best luck to all future Mr./Miss pharmacist!!!

presents from my love one 2010

2010-10-15T18:54:00.000-07:00

yea these are the presents i got so far from my frens..

thankyou so much!! love you all to the max...

1st present was from jing

it was an "aroma candle" (purple one in the pic)..

which has realli touched and warmed my heart up..

i have always been having trouble to sleep especially during exam periods..

so she got me an "aroma therapy", how considerate she is!!

2nd present was from jessie..

i have to say i like it although it is not actually an unicorn, more like a "high class horse"?? lol XD
the bodies actually look like an unicorn but what makes an unicorn an unicorn is the horn!
which the horses do not have haha

did u notice it, jessie??? anyway i will wear it someday after exam,
and you can have a clear look on them!!

3rd present from JL !!
a super cute soft toy...

i really love soft toys and now im flooded with the toys in both melbourne and jb..
when a fren of my sister saw my bed she was like "where ur sister (me) sleep?"

since my bed is really fully covered by the toys..
there were more actually, but were gone when i moved... sadly

and thanks yin for the lovely purse with loves!

was really surprised..
I love it to the max!! u know me well, i really like burberry!!
but still how did you know what i was gonna give you!! ><
anyway it was a really big big day for me .. only those who know will know.. hahax...

And hor, those who havent gt me a present, look out!!

especially my dearest NG A TING!!

u better go find a job!! dont sit at home cuz its only gonna make u fatter!!

the last last thing!! a very good news which is both jing and i have passed the calculation test!
so no retest!! wohooo!!
i really love bloggin when im supposed to be studying...
actually i love to do anything else except study when i am studying.. aiks...
k lah i have to start my study... have been procrastinating recently.. really jialat

jiayou jiayou!!

cairns trip

2010-10-07T21:30:00.000-07:00

have been pretty busy after the trip to cairns, test, prac exam, case studies ......
and the calculation test was very cruel, ie, either 80% or above or retake the test..
i now just hope Jing and i will make it.

but anyway, they are all over! (for now)
no more assessment this year and the only thing left is the finals!
really dont wanna think about the lectures that i have skipped
that reminds me of how many online lectures i have to go through before finals.

so about CAIRNS,

the first 2 days were HUGE disaster!!

virgin blue flight was delayed due to their system broke down..
although delay seems pretty common but this was a massive one..

I reached the airport at 4.50am for my 6.00am flight
and I was still in a who knows how long que that never seemed to move at 6.00am..
was already frustuated to the max and when I finally made my way to the check-in counter the receptionist said she couldnt put us on this flight because it was full!
they messed up a few flights and then they put passengers onto other flights to mess more flights up and annoy more people! (at least one more which will be me =( )

after 15 or 20 minutes of sorting they figured they would put me on a direct flight to cairns at 8.35am instead.
and guess what, that flight was delayed too.
i spent about 5hours at the airport, which wasnt really fun at all.
and this made me arrive @ Cairns later than expected so I had to change the plans.

well anyway, I made it to Cairns, and it was quite kampung to be honest.

and whats famous about Cairns? snorkerling and diving in the coral sea!
I was really excited about this one. It was my very first time to be in the middle of the sea.
I only managed to soak in the sea for about 10 minutes or so.. it felt great!
but motion sickness really took a lot of fun away, those pills didnt work for me, sadly.
I felt very sick and the first thing I wanted to do was to get back to the land and stop floating.
I think boat trips are really not for me and I will hardly consider another boat trip again.

3rd day was great!!
went to Mount. Kuranda and Hartley's crocodile farm.
butterfly park in Kuranda was awesome.
There were hundresds of them, which was quite scary too when they fly towards/near you since they are quite BIG. they are very beautiful nonetheless =))
also walked around the markets on the mountain and visited a fall.

and lastly the crocodile farm! (the one i'd been looking forward to)
I had always wanted to go for a crocodile adventure, just like the movie, a lake and a boat.
it was scary but I really felt like doing it, together with the thoughts of "what if i fall into the water!?!" (phobia from the movies)
the thoughts are stupid i know.
I already went snorkerling in the middle of the sea.
I could have been eaten by the sharks anyway.
I gathered as much courage as I could and went onto the boat that had an unknown amount of crocodiles beneath it.
It was great fun!

was a shame that not many photos were taken.
since my face was sensitive with the skin product during the skip. arrgghhh

getting older

2010-10-01T16:49:00.000-07:00

God, im 22 now!!

had lunch and dinner with frens..
as usual, simple and nice..
I do envy the big parties that other ppl have for their birthday but i dunno why its just not my thing. I prefer something simple for my own birthday and i dunno why.

not many photos taken, mainly due to the burger face that i have in all of the photos.
was really shocked with the size of my burger face.
Although ive gained a few kilos but i didnt realized most of the fats attacked my face T_T

will blog a little bit about my trip in cairns soon..
meanwhile i will need to study for my prac exam and calculation test.

wish me luck !!

PS: my hotmail/msn got blocked if you are looking for me please email me @ monashmail (lqtan1@student.monash.edu) or facebook

casio ex z90

2010-09-19T03:21:00.000-07:00

love this camera to the max!!

aiks..it's only available in taiwan, jap and korea =(

dino

2010-09-18T01:50:00.000-07:00

my kids' new babe, they call him ah dai..

can anyone guess why they call him ah dai???

lol.. i m being childish i know..but i just cant stop playing with my kids

i know ppl around just cant understand why i love them so much..

they have been keeping me company through all the harsh time that i went through.

when i hapi, sad, study, stress, sleep...

aiks anyway, im gonna have my presentation soon..
hope everything goes smooth lah..
hope my tutor and other students will be nice to me!!
pray hard!!
my life are just fully filled with assignments and study..

why there are endless tasks waiting for me to complete..

also, exam timetable is out. should i happi bout it?
idk..cuz there are 11 days gap between my 2nd and last paper.
and i know i wouldnt be so efficent if there is such a huge gap in between
i rather to have 3 days gap

but more gaps is better than less i guess
im pretty lucky to have gaps in between .

cuz other frens are having 29 (prac exam), 1,2,3,5 ..
I would have no time to study at all if it was that packed for me!

im glad to have made the decision of dropping one of my units.

finally i've made a smart wise decision. *clapclap*
btw, due to my exam ends so late, which is on 16 nov.
i dont feel so pekcek with my super duper late flight to Malaysia.

btw, thanks jing for teaching me how to do the workshop thingy and hao,sy for answering my questions... Thanks guys!!

Holiday??

2010-09-10T20:06:00.000-07:00

having "HOLIDAYS" now as my 3rd year frens is doing their placement in rural area
so basically, my 3rd year units have stopped for 3 weeks..
dont think we learn less cuz all the missing lectures have been tought since my week 1.
we have had 4 lectures per unit since week 1 instead of 3
so, i deserved this holiday.
however, this holiday is soooo not holiday..
i have 1 presentation, 1 workshop assignment, 3 prac assignments and 1 case studies assignment.
but some are them are minor tasks like the prac assignments but still,
they do bother me a lot.
i have to finish all of them before the real holiday come cuz
im going to Cairns!! woohoo!!
im so worried about my presentation now. although i still have time to prepare
but im kinda lost. idk where and what reference should i look for, what information
should i find..tsktsk.. had spent a lot time on finding articles
but i dont think i found any useful one.
haiz.... somemore, still have to answer questions from student and tutor..
which make me sicker.
i thought i have time to do some studies, especially the integrated infection unit.
bear for another 2 years. i will be free from all of these..

uploaded some pictures of my lecture notes..
can you see the big stack of notes for just 1 unit?
and this is not even complete, because i still have more lectures to go..
it's gonna get thicker and thicker..
that's the reason why I aint gonna enjoy my life before i graduate.
however, as far as i go, i realise, it is not easy to be a pharmacist.
am i in the right course?? hmmmmm serioussly doubt it

Itazura na kiss kiss kiss

2010-09-03T03:37:00.000-07:00

just finished watching anime version of itazura na kiss !!

and yea i know im stupid to fall in love with this
perfect anime guy, Irie. He's smart, pretty face, tall, wealthy i reckon, and
the most important is, he has been my dreamguy since i was in form 1...
when i 1st saw Irie in this anime, i was like "huh, why not handsome one?"
but after finishing a few episdoes, i cant help myself but yelling his name out everyday for more than 5 times... tsk tsk...
im 22 and i totally lost myself to this character from another world>"<
i watched japanese version of the series when i was in form 1 on tv..
didnt manage to watch every episode and so i went and looked for its comics in the bookstores..
but no luck was with me

then when i was in form 4, the taiwanese version came out!!

totally fell in love with Zheng Yuan Chang lah!!

and i feel like i wanna rewatch this drama again!!

shit, i shouldnt do this before my final ...

and now i just finished 1st two episodes of the kroean version..

is not that gd though...kinda disappointed due to the reason that i dont like the main actress..

and it's too draggy and some scenes are not actually needed..

still prefer taiwan version ! but i will still continue to watch the korean version one..
no matter how bad is it, as long as he is Irie !!

but theres no harm to have handsome actors nevertheless

the korean Irie is quite ok actually.. i wouldnt say he is a very handsome guy,
but definitely above average..
i actually liked him when he was in the korean Meteor Garden

but since he is Irie now, he is definitely very lengzai with all the talents!

no matter how bad the reviews are i would never stop watching korean version ..

as long as there is Irie !!

cant wait for the part when Irie begins to treat Kotoko nicely ...

arghh , how i wish i was the girl inside

aikss... wake up wake up

Alice in the wonderland 2010

2010-08-27T18:49:00.000-07:00

went to Monash pharmacy ball yesterday!!

the theme was Alice in the wonderland, sounds great right??
everything was great except i was too tired to walk around
somemore with heels...i think im abobut 178cm when wearing this heels.. (concluded after comparison)
nonetheless i adore this lovely heels so much
u knwo what.. i found this pair of shoes in the 4th 4ever new branch..
it was sold out in all stores... running here and there ...
and finally i got to see one.. with size 40...(1 size bigger for me)
and then the staff told me it was the LAST PAIR
felt really down and upset..

still, i was so desperate and decided to buy it anyway.. (not smart i know)
when i was gonna pay the staff was like "you still want this?"

"yea unless you have a size39"
then! something amazing happened!
another staff beside heard our conversation and said theres another pair in the store but was unsure about the size
she then went into their store room and checked it out
and YES it turned out to be 39!!
these shoes are destined to me apparently.
what was even better was the extra 20bucks off

was so glad that i didnt buy it last week .. which was A$80 at first

that made me wearing the cheapest heels among my friends
so proud of it..lolx

i guess this is the 4th heels i got in my life
and i nvr wear 2 of them before... lol..

i guess most people have had experience like this...
u think u bought something that you thought was really nice
then after sometimes you start to wonder "why did i buy this piece of shit" (not that bad actually)

and u just put those unwanted new clothes aside with all the tags on them.

btw, everyone looked great that night..
!!!! for JL, dresses are really your friends hehe

!!! for jess, u are much more better than my 1st time !! u know what i meant..
!!! for jing, u look better with the make up.. should do it more often =p

>"<>

wasnt in the mood to take photos ..
i think mostly was because of the fact that i wont look good in the photos anyway..
think its the "im ugly syndrome" playing up as usual..
somehow this was my 1st and maybe the last time i attend a ball..
so i thought it would be nice to have some photos for college memories..
photos are still with friends cause i didnt bring my camera (i havent got them! hmmph!)
but i did take few shots at home ... and they are as posted above

not the best photos i know but was just too tired to take anymore photos after the ball
so just bear with the bad photos... (didnt want it to be a wall of words so any photos > none)

thanks to my chubby face, flat nose, small eyess.. and so on..

they make me realli want to have a surgery in korea (where all the young korean celebrities got their faces from!)
hang on! ill be there!

2010-08-21T20:11:00.000-07:00

picture taken during winter...

melbourne's weather is so bitchy recently...

always rain when have to go to uni!!

and yesterday night was freaking cold!!

theres one good thing though, which is a reason to buy another jacket (hooray!)

its already its the way to me !! can't wait to c u (new jacket) =)

i could still remember the taste when i first tried peking duck

omg it's god damn delicious !!

it felt so great until i was told its actually duck skins

after that i never tried it again..
i just couldnt accept it's made from duck skin..
arghhh!!
anyway, I had a peking duck dinner again with my pharmacy frens yesterday

i have to admit im deeply in love with peking duck now

and yes, i like the skin rather than the meat..
the meat was just too normal its just meat..
but the SKIN!!!!!! its not only the skin its just a food from heaven!
after that we went to "tian ren ming cha"
and was so disappointed on their drinks now..
it's overpriced and the drinks are no longer nice!! (yes it used to be very nice)
didnt expect to hang out till 1230am
always thought they are too busy in study just like how my friends thought of me haha

hmmm getting busier and busier these few weeks...

so nervous cuz of those presentations and 5% workshop (due on spot)..
but i think im not so busy as before as i drop 1 unit in this sem...
but i become lazier than before ...
like pushing all my lectopiasss and works behind ..
getitng more "cincai" as well..
should go bang myself to the wall so that i can wake up!!
k lah gonna do my works eventhough im extremely tired now..
eyes pain like hell... god bless me for being productive today pls !!

Life

2010-08-07T19:05:00.001-07:00

supposed to enjoy my day today but im still doing my HIV tutorial

thanks to the super hyper menstrual pain...
which made me lie on my bed for quite a few hours.
and i ended up watching 2 movies yesterday, with no strenght at all to do my tute
cuz my backpain was killing me as well during menstruation.
anyway, i just hope i will be able to talk/discuss with my group member tmr at uni..
although i dunnoe who are them yet..
just hope i can meet someone nice
the best is someone i already know
wish that the tutor is generous as well..

btw, my hair and my skin are getting worse and worse !!

my hair is sooo dry even i have cut more than 10cm off the ends..
i havent had long hair for almost a year ..

ive been waiting for my hair to grow long but

i always have to cut it cuz its ends are really dead!!
i thought the last hair cut was the last unwilling haircut but obviously
i have to do it again in year end...sigh

for my skin. idk what happen to it..

i have no pimples in malaysia..

but once i get here..
there are more than 5 pimples on my forehead..

and 2 large ones on my cheeks..

damn it!! and it was just 2nd day of my arrival to aus
what are u stressing for my face?? u stress i stress k!!

how pathertic am i and how miserable life i have in melbourne!!

melbourne just doesnt like me i guess !!

have a safe trip jenni~~

2010-07-31T23:30:00.000-07:00

duck duck goose

ignore my face in some pics..

just want to show the whole outfit i wore for jenni's birthday + farewell party.

i didnt bring my camera because it is dead..

too lazy to charge the battery..

i will get some of the pics from jessie 1st and hopefully get more from othersss...

so that i can upload them here..stay tuned!!

i really wanna show you the photos cuz jenni looked awesome yesterday...

i loved ur dress, make up, hair, mask, and ur little wings behind you!!

tsktsk.. i guess this will be the last time i see jenni in this year..

cuz she is going to Canada for student exchange program..

hope u do well there !!

eat well, sleep well, study well, and MISS ME WELL !!

btw ive been slacking since i came back from Malaysia..

im no longer as semangat as i once was
i used to listen to every lectopia that i missed/skipped but i dont do it anymore!
which results in tonnes of lectopiassss to be finished..

i know i have to listen, study, revise..

but still i cant resist the temptation of pps, chatting, facebook, surfing, online shopping.

damn i want my spirit back!

at least i still cared more about my study in sem 1..

when will i wake up and come back to reality..

2.5 years more... im not sure whether i can still take it or not..

sigh..

ps: or i am supposed to kill myself so that i can escape this dream? xP

ohhhh no!!

2010-07-22T03:33:00.000-07:00

back in melbie..
one word to describe how i feel, sienzzz..
couldnt manage to meet all my friendss when i was in malaysia..
i was being an obedient gal for my 1st week in malaysia..
i think i only went out 2 times a week which is very little!
instead, i spent all my time on pps...
and because i spent so much time with pps we are now very close friends
and as a result, i cant say no to pps in melbie..
feel like im back to my previous life...
still watching pps at 4am while the exam starts at 9am..
omg.. how to get rid of this habbit.. pps i love you but i hate you but i love you!

im so suprised that this is my 5th attempt to do the same lectopia..

and im still hanging at 22.10/55 mins.. GREAT!!

been sick for a few days..
actually i was feeling a little unwell even before i got back to melbie..
but.. just because i wanna hang out with friends so i had to pretend to be really healthy..
so that my mum wont stop me from going out.. xD
all my friends would know the fact that i always cant stay out till late due to the fact that im a good girl...
but hey its improving already i managed to hang out till 1am and i didnt get nagged which is a good sign for the future =D
i always feel sorry for my friends coz im always the one who wants to leave when all of you are super keen to stay on...
i wish i could stay too ..
im practising driving hard so that im able to drive to more than 2 destinations!

i went to singapore zoo again..
was supposed to go somewhere but hmmm due to some reasons..
ended up with singapore zoo only.. took a few pics only and most pics are with hippo..
arent they just cute?? lolx.. i know nobody will understand y i say hippo is cute.
basically,i like ppl /animals/dolls that looks stupid silly blur... no offence.. i just cant help myself but love them..

however i got a really bad hit after the trip when i found out my result

it realli hit me downnnnn badly..eventhough the overall mark is better than last time..

the annoying mark-grade level.... hate it!

so regret that i didnt do well in my assingments..

or else i wont be so saddd...
and now i cant see any point for me to work harder..
i feel like there are no targets, aims for sem2..
sigh...where is my motivation???

It's the state of bliss that you think u are dreaming !!

2010-06-22T05:21:00.000-07:00

Great!! im done with my examsss !!

that was totoally insane ...

i cant describe how i feel now..

i've been studying for a month !! exactly a month !!
sittin on the chair for at least 10 hours a day ...

it was so tiring!!

what was worse was that i could not sleep even with the tireness

even how hard i tried to calm myself and forced myself to sleep in order to be able to study on the next day, i just couldnt sleep! not even with the help of the pills
felt so depressed, frustrated

off to bed at 3am, woke up at 8am to take a pill and at 11am to take another..

this type of life is no life anymore!

tears, whines, blames, anger, anxiousness, worries just everything!

i simply could not cope the stress like others could

i was so determined to discontinue the course at one point..

anyway, there are another 2 years and a half

am i going to make it ? doubts =(

hate it when you spend so much time studying and you still have to worry about passing the unit

it was just terrible..

no matter how much i hate it im still going to force myself to do it

guess this is life that i cant escape

not yet =(

last week of sem 1

2010-05-23T06:49:00.001-07:00

hello earthlings,

i know i have abandoned this blog for a while
due to thosee bloody assignemnts ...

i dont even bother to look at them anymore,

they are submitted before the due date..
come on, it just 5% (i know it means a lot to me, and i know i would regret to the max after i get the result)
but who cares?especially when you are mad and frustrated already

there was nothing I could/would change or why not just submit them and move forward

still, another gt group assignment, presentation and 2 tests to go..

and i just finished one of my presentation,
the demostrator was sooooooo mean asking questions for everyone..

nvm it's just 2 %..

wished she wasnt so evil !!

time flies,

its gonna be my last week for sem 1..
gonna have my exam really soon lah..
im so worried and stressed..

hope i can do better this time...

even if its just a little bit better..
it would make my day ..

didnt take many pictures in sally's bday..

and those pic that are taken by others are just too xxxx to upload
hahax..
anyway am gonna study for my tests..
after that i still have tonnes of lectopias to chase up..
as u guys know, i skip every lecture when there is a test..
sigh... it takes days to finish those lectopia..
wondering do i have enough time to prepare my final (obviously no..)
god bless me !!

PS: currently obsessed with girl generation.. look at those legsssss they are perfect ...

i wish i had a pair like that =(

Im dead

2010-05-14T22:13:00.000-07:00

Im so dead buried in the shitty assignments

especially micro!!
and whats worse,
the new assignment for micro is out now
and i havent even finished the previous one..
where is the end???
these assignments are in between me and the fun i wanna enjoy!
i wont be able to love this kinda life...
its all gonna change once i graduate!!

btw, my stomach bloat,
im kinda having contispation since last night..
not a good feeling at all!

but the food that caused this was too yummy to resist..

i definitely wanna have hotpot AT LEAST once again before i go back to malaysia ..
im addicted to szechuan food again lah ..
especially "water cooked fish"...LOL (altho its in 100% chillie oil -.-)
will definitely eat again even tho they made my stomach sick

had Corica's apple strudel for lunch..
thanks yin !!
i love strudellll soooo much..
i only managed to get it from sg..
not anywhere in jb..
and i heard from my trinity's friends who i bumped into last @ QV

"that is available in Perth!"

well yin when did you travel to Perth.. i dint even know..
am guessing somebody else bought it for u?
hmmm the strudel is much more bigger than the one i got from sg..
always go dapao.. hahax..
it still tasted nice even the strudel was kept in yin's house for 2 days..
i reckon it would be $!@#!@#@!%!@#@!# delicious when its fresh!! (no they aint vulgar)

should get myself to do my micro assignment before i get ready for Sally's bday..
would update soon with pics..hopefully =)

Flooded with assignmentsss and lectopiassss

2010-05-07T18:44:00.000-07:00

I thought what i listed on last post were all the assessments that I have to do..

but somehow i was wrong..
there should be another 2 assignments to be added to the list..
damn i got so many things to do..
hope i can finish 3 of my assignements before tuesday..
and continue the lectures that I have to catch up..
yea i skipped the uni this week again.. =(

anyway, talk about the gd news..
Im going back in June =))
extremely happi..
altho I had been looking for cheap air ticket all time..
spending like 1, 2 hours everyday, hoping that i could find any cheap ticket..
but the truth is there's no cheap ticket =((((((..
but the point is IM GOING BACK for 23 days !!!
so NVM about the cheap ticket now (still feel bad about that)

anyway im so excited lah.
i is my movation to move forward till the exams finish..
haihh its assignments time =( !!
catch

Hapi 21st Birthday JESS

2010-04-30T01:13:00.000-07:00

just ignore me pls =x..

Sorry for the delay..

cuz i was having 3 tests and assignements for the last 2 weeks..but still im gonna blog for Jess's bday =)ok so we went to a chinese restaurant with a cake that Jess bought for herself..i feel so bad that i couldnt get a cake for Jess cuz Jing and I were having class till 5.30pm..really sorry Jess!!!
*btw the food is awesome, i like it!!! Thanks Jess!

Jess brought her polaroid along...

made me wanna buy one so bad=(

there are just way too many lovely stuffs to buy in the world!

after the dinner, we went to giraffe cafe ..

the environment is gd..thanks JL

i dunnoe there's such a place in Melbourne ...

took some photos at there with Jess's iphone..

LOL, the impulse to buy an iPhone rush out once again..

due to the software that Jess downloaded..

all the photos looked nice without photo shop !!!
Im actually not that into iPhone

maybe bcuz it is not pink???
but despite that the games/software/accessories really make me want one.

And then we went to Kbox again another day with more ppl eg. Mag, Sally, Nancy and Tang..

and this time we managed to buy Jess a Laurent cake that she wanted to try !!

she was kinda surprise, what? cake again?

at least i feel better now..

cuz she made a wish this time ( as she forgot to make one with her previous cake)

btw, found out Nancy can sing!! lol..

shuld go back and practise with Ting Ting..

since im bad at singing

oh well the exam timetable is out

Im quite happy with the arrangement..

having 3 days gap between all papers..

the last day of exam is on 22nd June.

I got 26 days off as my holiday??

shuld i go back to Malaysia???

still thinking....

anyway back to work..

I skipped uni for 2 weeks due to those stupid tests..

but it is gd to have tests lah... or else i wont study and will die in final..

have to catch up all lectures that i missed

it's torturing =[

3 lectures x 4 units x 2 week =24 lectures - 2 lectures (having tests )

=22 lectures which is NO F UN AT ALL !

I felt so bad when i was in the workshop.

idk what the tutor was talking about since i skipped the lecs.

and there are more stuffs to come..

1. micro prac assignment

2. reflective essay from PP

3. product selection ?? from integrated theraputic

4. formulation presentation from drug delivery

5. integrated test

6. drug delivery test

7. final

and finally finish my sem 1 ..Kambateh!

Wonderful Easter Break

2010-04-08T05:51:00.000-07:00

I have been a busy bee during the Easter Break ..
I had tonnes of outings with my love ones, almost everyday..
Im feeling great !!

I went to fren's house, beach, shopping,road trip and the most significant one
is Hot Spring...
BECAUSE I spent about 3 days to hunt a nice swimsuit
but i didnt manage to get any only Jing and Jess did..
so I have to wear my old swimwear
bought it when I was in form 3..which is like 6 years ago?? damn disgusting lah..

how pathetic I am.. GOSH !!
My skin is starting to deteriorate again!!
any nice skincare to recommend??
sigh, Im gonna invest all my money on my skin..
gonna try every brand !

btw, we had BBQ at Sorrento before v went to hot spring session
it was awesome !!
you will never see this BBQ facilities (as picture shown) in Malaysia for public..
So easy and convenient you just put the foils on and start cooking!

Also I went to Dandenong with the other gang of Parkville friends
sorry guys If I ruin the atmosphere since I was too tired to talk
and take pictures..
most pic are taken by my friends..
Im just too lazy to take out my camera.
so i wont upload pic for this trip..
since pics are not with me now..

I made full use of my holidays for outings..
and now is time to sleep for a full-recharge!
I need to put myself together and concentrate on my work tomorrow!

Ps: tonnes of narcissistic shot of me instead of outings' pic,
you might have to stay away from this site =(