Miss Independent

I mark this day as the day i begin to be more independence than before.

I'll try to handle all kinda problems myself

and the most important thing is driving to anywhere in JB anytime.

Let's see how long it takes for me to become a Miss independent. 1 year??2 years?? =(

How pathetic i am =(

Sometimes, you will feel that

no matter how hard u work on something,

and no mater how much time u spent,

u still can't get what u want??

thats exactly what im feeling at the moment.

just look at my face (pimples!)

I take good care of it everyday,

you wont be able to imagine how much effort has been put on to my face

it still looks... yerr....

I apply those topical solution and gel given by my dematologist

and my personal skin care every day and night.

I take my pills for my skin everyday.

I never ever miss once coz im dying to get rid of the pimples


Despite all of those

my skin doesn't look gd at all..

although they are quite "flat" now..

but the deep scars are still there..

Ugh !!!!

I don't dare to go out with friends without putting any make up ..

I know make up will somehow make my face worse ..

but still, i do not have the gut to show my face in front of my friends..

I'm so desperate for a plastic surgery now ...

especially nose job =)

tsktsk, consider the side effects and gossips,

i should nv have this thought..

but who knows, I might change my mind

when pros outweight cons =)

by the way, i would spent money on my scar when i gt money..

hope laser would help me get rid of them =)

anyway, i just hope my face will be better before leave for Melby..

i don't think i got money to see any dematologist there..

and it seems pretty troublesome to make any appointment there ...

get well... get well....

Sigh =(

Flashback..

I am really really unlucky!

Leehom and Avril came to Malaysia when i was in Melbourne

and right now when im in Malaysia,
Taylor Swift's concert is happening in Melbourne on 10,11 Feb

Sooooooooooooo sad ...

she is really awesome =)

No matter how much i wanted to go,
i know i wont be able to make it this year...
sigh..

Ps: Avatar is seriously awesome although the "little" bluey is quite scary ..

Happy New Year

Happy New year peeps =)

I know im a bit late...

but still, I wish all my family and friends a happy new year and hope that

great stuffs will outweight the bads in 2010...

&

now its time to write down some notes in order to change my bored life in Melbourne =D

1. I should hang out more with friends, try to make more friends, don't always keep myself alone in uni or home...as u guys know, im very shy, so pls, talk to me 1st and i will continue for the next few hours, believe me !! =D

2. I have "crowd phobiä" , i should make myself to be in the crowd from now on, perhaps i would indulge in those environment one day =)

3. I should revise my lectures every day or week...or month? LOL.. GOD BLESS ME !!!!

4. Pimple get away from ma face !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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and so on.

I can't think of any now, will fill those blanks one day !!

By the way, im planning to sell cosmetic online like Korea BB cream.

So if anyone of you interested, pls let me know !!

They will be available in both Malaysia and Australia.

My sis will be incharge of Malaysia's business when i'm back in Melbourne.

and also if anyone is interested in eye lashes,
pls visit http://www.shopwithprincess.blogspot.com/
from a friend of mine

Too bad, i haven't got my blogshop done...

but do remember that im selling BB cream ..

so pls support me and spread this GREAT news to your friends..

Once again, Happy New Year everyone!