Great!! im done with my examsss !!
that was totoally insane ...
i cant describe how i feel now..
i've been studying for a month !! exactly a month !!
sittin on the chair for at least 10 hours a day ...
sittin on the chair for at least 10 hours a day ...
it was so tiring!!
what was worse was that i could not sleep even with the tireness
even how hard i tried to calm myself and forced myself to sleep in order to be able to study on the next day, i just couldnt sleep! not even with the help of the pills
felt so depressed, frustrated
felt so depressed, frustrated
off to bed at 3am, woke up at 8am to take a pill and at 11am to take another..
this type of life is no life anymore!
tears, whines, blames, anger, anxiousness, worries just everything!
i simply could not cope the stress like others could
i was so determined to discontinue the course at one point..
anyway, there are another 2 years and a half
am i going to make it ? doubts =(
hate it when you spend so much time studying and you still have to worry about passing the unit
it was just terrible..
no matter how much i hate it im still going to force myself to do it
guess this is life that i cant escape
not yet =(