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I really had a good time with Jing on Monday night!
of course! it was Talor Swift's concert!!

i missed the one in sg and so i bought the ticket last year around sep-oct!
i was pretty kiasu haha!!

evenntho i was not feeling that well as i didnt get enough sleep PLUS,

my very 1st hospital placement starts on the next day.

but when the guest Hot chille rae started to sing, everything sings!

They sing really well !! i know their song but i dunnoe them =.=

and little gals beside me were singing along, very loudly!!

Talking about kids, they were really HOT !!

there were so many kids coming for Taylor and they sang really loud and screamed like hell!!

it was very enjoyable throughout the concert!

taylor is really pretty, stunning and gorgeous in real life.

the only time that i thought she is pretty is in love story's MV.
but god shes so pretty!

i loved all the scenes, they all were so fairytale-ish.
the stage was like a merry go round with TS engraved on the top!

i loved her outfit as well! especially the one in the 3rd pic.

no doubt, after this concert, i love her even more.

look forward to the next concert of hers!! cant wait!

talking about placement,

i finally finished my 1st week of placement.

and yes, i felt stupid again.

why im so bad at doing all the things.

my hands were shaking like hell when i used the syringe..

how to get rid of my nervousness ? how to hide my panic (if im unable to get rid of it)?

and i realized im overly used to rely on others throughout my life.

i really appreciate those who have helped my and take care of me. Thanks!
i must really learn to be less dependent!
hope everything would go well!

Sch starts

too bad dont have salted caramel inside ...thx for bringing them back all the way from sydney !

Uni started, and i am pretty free as i only have 6 lectures in a week for this sem .

wonder how im gonna survive in sem 2. there'll be more lectures than sem 1.

anway, am going to Alfred hospital next week.

super nervous...
hopefully the pharmacist in charge would be nice and patient with me .

yea i know i always look blur and stupid like i dont understand everything.

yes im. hahax..

time flies so quickly.... been here for a month.

start counting how many days till i go back already =.=

btw, i had a very bad week last week. in fact, they all happened in one day.

1st i lost my police check, searched the whole studio 5 times.

2nd my summer elective result is super bad. so regret to take it

3rd my earphone broken down

4th found out someone cheated me

5th lectopia was not working for the class i didnt attend but those that i attended are working.fml.

why does it have to be so cruel to me?

you know what i just found out i was assigned to Caufield hospital.

they choose 4 students randomly from 14 who are going to alfred hospital to caufield or sandrigham.

and im the lucky 4 =.= but have to say at least no sandringham for me

i was amazed by meself recently .

ive been eating all the time, as in non stop eating.
my food vanished so fast that i have to go safeway 3 times a week.

i shouldnt stay at home for nothing except eating around.

i dun even dare to weight myself.

i dun even wanna buy weight meter as i dun have the habit to weight myself.

none of my family members use a weight machine till one day, a guy asked me about a weight machine.

i said i dont have one and wat he was surprised.

" Come on, are you a girl??? how can you live without weighing machine for so long. i cant believe"
now i do have one in my studio but its too scary to hop up there and face the reality ><

2 days till taylor's concert. lol..

this is 1st concert in my life ... hope it will be nice !
cant wait!