ohhhh no!!

back in melbie..
one word to describe how i feel, sienzzz..
couldnt manage to meet all my friendss when i was in malaysia..
i was being an obedient gal for my 1st week in malaysia..
i think i only went out 2 times a week which is very little!
instead, i spent all my time on pps...
and because i spent so much time with pps we are now very close friends
and as a result, i cant say no to pps in melbie..
feel like im back to my previous life...
still watching pps at 4am while the exam starts at 9am..
omg.. how to get rid of this habbit.. pps i love you but i hate you but i love you!

im so suprised that this is my 5th attempt to do the same lectopia..

and im still hanging at 22.10/55 mins.. GREAT!!

been sick for a few days..
actually i was feeling a little unwell even before i got back to melbie..
but.. just because i wanna hang out with friends so i had to pretend to be really healthy..
so that my mum wont stop me from going out.. xD
all my friends would know the fact that i always cant stay out till late due to the fact that im a good girl...
but hey its improving already i managed to hang out till 1am and i didnt get nagged which is a good sign for the future =D
i always feel sorry for my friends coz im always the one who wants to leave when all of you are super keen to stay on...
i wish i could stay too ..
im practising driving hard so that im able to drive to more than 2 destinations!


i went to singapore zoo again..
was supposed to go somewhere but hmmm due to some reasons..
ended up with singapore zoo only.. took a few pics only and most pics are with hippo..
arent they just cute?? lolx.. i know nobody will understand y i say hippo is cute.
basically,i like ppl /animals/dolls that looks stupid silly blur... no offence.. i just cant help myself but love them..


however i got a really bad hit after the trip when i found out my result

it realli hit me downnnnn badly..eventhough the overall mark is better than last time..

the annoying mark-grade level.... hate it!

so regret that i didnt do well in my assingments..

or else i wont be so saddd...
and now i cant see any point for me to work harder..
i feel like there are no targets, aims for sem2..
sigh...where is my motivation???