Back to hell

Hello Melbourne! >.<

didnt really wish to be here but anyway, here I am.. (sigh)

brought back a lot of new skin care products
as you know my skin never recover and mum doesnt allow me to take the strongest pills><

btw, im in love with estee lauder optimizer (toner)- minimize your pore.

super recommended.

btw, placements gonna start tomorrow.
and im super nervous about it!

this is my 1st pharmacy placement and it's a retail.

tonnes of worries and questions around my head.

wondering how my preceptor would be?

is he strict? is he going to let me pass easily? will he scold me?

not sure i can sleep peacefully tonight. i doubt it.

as a 4th year student, i havent got a job in a pharmacy yet.

it is kinda shame of myself cuz all of my frens are working already.

after few days trials in somewhere, I realized how useless i am comparing to those salegals without much knowledge about drugs.

they definitely do a lot better than i do in providing primary care.

im such a failure. i have to admit.

all these failures have hit me down badly and i dont have the confidence to put my resume.

im too afraid of being reject.

i really hope my preceptor is a super nice and patient person.

so i can ask a lot of questions without hesitation.

god bless me!