back to hell

back to the place of evil

idk why the feeling of wanting to go back is so strong and intense.

im sick of here.. or perhaps its not the place.
i really hate studying, as in really sick of it!

i would never be happi if i still have to study.

i was alrite at the airport.

but when i reached here my tears just burst out without any reason.

i just dunnoe why. i wanna go back.

i dont care how i was determined to do something before i head back to malaysia.

in another word i'd rather give up my dream.

if my parents allow me, i might just drop out from uni.

but i know i couldnt do this to them or even myself.

what i persist are gone.

i really hope this feeling is only because i still in holiday mood.

I feel even worse for not doing anything at all.

the worst is i tried to lectopia since i skip all the classes, and i cant even finish 1 properly in a day.

keep giving excuses. but it's friday now and i still havent finished even one.

what am i doing?? i really dunnoe.

seriously i rather drop out from the uni than ruining the result that i have now.
arghhhh