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Thursday, August 11, 2011

110811

Posted by Charlotte at 5:06 AM
life isnt treating me well.
I didnt expect I would be so unhappy for this return.
not many frens left in melbourne.
studies are getting harder.
whats worse is that i got a penalty assignment to do because of a compulsory lecture which in my opion, is quite useless.
who would remember this lecture is compulsory.
i actually went there but she doesnt let me sign the attendance sheet since i was fairly late.
and so i got a penalty assignment. not happy :(
i rushed there under rain but still couldnt make it to sign the paper
fml.fml.fml.fml.
i just hope she will give us a chance as there was no reminder at all.
who would rmb this is compulsory since its no different than any other usual lecs.
i know its my fault to miss the lecture. but pls i dont think it is reasonable to apply a penalty assignment for 1st offence. you didnt even give a chance or reminder.
i spent all my time in a tiny room with my laptop.
this is my life here. it wasnt that great as ppl thougth actualli.
and im glad my mum does understand. and this phrase is actually came out from her.
thank god she understands the loneliness i have here.
Being a pharmacist was once my dream but it is a nightmare to me now.
i know comparing to most students, mine is getting easier and easier cuz im taking less units.
i promise myself i would make a difference in life next year. hopefully.
look forward to exam now actually since i accept the truth that is a must before i head back to malaysia.
too bad i have my summer elective. i have to stay here for another month after exam
if the research starts in nov, which i wish.
i wanna go back to home. i miss home. :'(

1 comments on "110811"

Unknown on August 12, 2011 at 2:44 AM said...

u know, i don't have many frends here either..i just go out with one friend very frequently coz she always asked me out...but i TOTALLY understand ur lonliness..and I feel even bad coz I am living with u but can't make it better for u... sigh...I guess all i can do is occasionally bring food for u and say "jiayou"...pretty useless i guess...

sometimes i am so pissed about myself....so many things i am not happy about... but at the same time, i feel i have done what i should do coz i feel really tired and can't open up my eyes completely every time I go outside..

if u wanna talk or chat about anything, just tell me...
really sorry, i haven;t been a good friend recently..i am sad about the fact i probably leave MEL, but i do miss my family... so not know what to do.. can only let it be i guess..

 

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