Holiday

Exam is finally over ! 
but its sad that im not going back to my hometown for this holiday.
tho Im still looking for the air ticket like once every 2 days.
So tempting to go back =(
I miss my 3F - family, friends, food in Malaysia so much.
my exam ended super early this time. 
which means... Im gonna have around 2 months holiday- longest mid sem holiday i ever had.
Isnt this a long holiday?
this is my first time for not going back to malaysia during proper holidays throughout this 6 years in melbourne.
Can you imagine? im gonna be alone here while others are heading back eg. cousin and friends.
what a sad case.
but i believe ill have to accept the truth and think positively.
I stay for the goodness, for my future, and for my intern.
but sadly i havent gotten any contact from anyone regarding my intern application.
how sad is it??sigh
dear lord, pls be kind and generous to me ><
I hate having the feelings of uncertainties.

I have been spending quite a lot recently after exam!
for food, clothes .... hopefully i get more shifts during this holiday.
i wanna get myself a prada bag.
i cant stop thinking about it. it comes across my mind automatically everyday and I came up with a conclusion,
i want it, i NEED IT.
it would be even harder for me to get one when i begin work in malaysia or sg wouldnt it?
so this is the chance... so just wait and ill come and hunt you down little prada!