Happy B'day Ting ♥

Happy birthday woman !!
Thanks me now,
i know HE will celebrate ur B'day for you
and so i have to meet u on Thursday...
to set u free to have a GREAT b'day wif ur MAN =)
see, how considerable I am =)

We have known each other since we were Junior Middle 2...
and i know you well... as in too well

RECALL-ING
u gave me A box of smashed ferrero rocher (coz you had too many of them)
then you gave a box of BRAND NEW seashell chocolate to an unknown guy \
omg how could u be such a bad person !!!

then u gave me a sudden push from behind while waiting for the bus' doors to open
so that u could stand right next to the guy...
i think u might still remember
that I almost fell down in front of the queue thanks to your push...
OMG who would treat a person like that???


and just how much you spend on your phone bills but none are for the calls for us.
There are just too many stuffs to list to make you a BAD BAD sister
but GOD how on earth couldnt I help myself to stop loving YOU !!
and yes I WILL ALWAYS ♥ YOU !!!

Im here to confess my ♥ for you..

and so bring ur cash and card (not b'day card u know... those you can use to pay bills) for our next outing

to show ur ♥ too =)

Anyway, have a blast..

can't wait to meet you again

btw, stop ur stupid alarm, it's really annoying !!!
you either wake up or turn it off you dont keep snoozing and keep sleeping!!!!

love ya

Happy or Sad =) + =(

Result was released yesterday..
woke up immediately after i got a sms from a friend..
i guess most of us didnt do well (for those whom I know so far)
I always know that i wont do well in Integrated therapeutic ..
and I was right, I got the lowest marks for this unit
although we have more time to prepare this unit but it was just too hard for us..
I thought i was gonna fail this unit and
made a decision to transfer back into Pharm. science..

or should i try commerce...???
it should be more (x 100) relaxing for me..(no offense)

1 word to describe what i feel now - "Rojak"
dissappointing + happy + sad ..



Btw, Im sick !!!!!
Nooooooooooo I wanna go out desperately =(
Really hope to get well soon. pray hard!

officially FREE ~

yes, im offically free now !!!

3.5 months of holiday... how im going to spent it..

I dont know.. lol..

what I do know is that I'd rather lie on the bed for 3.5 months than studying..

have been studying for 1 months..

and it is realli boring and stressful..

Eat + Sleep + STUDY ..

same routine everyday...

and still i couldnt finish what i was supposed to finish..

and i guess im going to fail my Intergrated Therapeutic : cardiology introduction ..

sigh .. im not going to retake if i fail.. NO WAY !!!!
anyway result will be released on 4th Dec..

God bless me .. pray pray =)

havent done much after exam.. but DRAMA ..

i cut down lotsa drama this year..

Had an extremely bad hair cut last week..
and it is freaking short now..
sigh.. what can i do ??

Ive just watched New Moon movie.
It is still nice to me and the wolf looks so beautiful!
and the little girl Jane is still so adorable hope to see more of her in the future!

Btw, i fall in ♥ with this guy, Shin Woo
watch korea drama, You're beautiful,
you'll find out why i ♥ him soooo much ~~

Melbourne show 2009 =)

"ocheh" after the ride...

this blog hasbeen neglected for a while..

because i had too many things to do

but i ended up doing nothing...
sigh =(

so disappointed on myself...
the list of checkboxes on my board are remain unticked.

i wasted a week holiday...

All i have done in the holidays are the calculation online test for pharm.prac

and 5 lectopia for preparing autonomic agent prac,

omg, i cant believe it ..

i hate empty promises...

but i cant even fulfill the promises i made to myself
sigh~~
btw when i was doing my calculation practice online ( beside i still have 13 tutorial which is composed by 1xx pages to read before i attempt the oline test, this is how monash treat me during mid sem holiday and my 21st birthday !! u are so mean !!!)
i accidentally clicked into the online test,
the result is not contributed to our final
BUT u cant sit for the final exam if u fail the online calculation !!!
to pass this test, u have to get at least 80%%%...
what the hell, i just clicked on it unprepared...
and yes, i failed the 1st attempt, thank god theres a second chance, to sit the final!
i cant imagine what if i fail this calcualtion again

i spent another day till 5am to redo/re-read the tutorial ..

prayed hard before i start to attempt..

and God blessed me =)

i manage to pass with satisfied result.

phew ~~ the mixed feeling of down+upset+nervous+stress

are finally gone with the first air i blew out after i saw the result..

So enough stress, lets talk about some FUN - Melbourne SHOW!

it was a trip pharm.science gang...

the weather wasnt good AT ALL...

the wind was INCREDIBLY strong (almost blew me away =D)..

I have been in Melbourne for 3 years now and this is my first time to Melbourne Show

lol.. i was just too lazy and reluctant to go out during cold weather...

SO let me introduce the BIGgest cow in the world (refer to pic above)

OMG !!! I never see a huge cow like this before

it is realli realli hugeEEEEEEE (ok maybe im shua gu but !)
anyway you will just DIE when it rolls you over

SERIOUS! NO JOKE!
when the rain stopped, we went for a ride called "BreakDance"
I would never NEVER NEVER take any of those ride anymore.

NOPE, NO WAY.

I was worse than a corpse after taking the whatsoeverdance ride

couldnt even think of a straightline coz everything is just twisted somehow
only JL and Lixin enjoyed that ..

how could they be???

based on the survey Jing and Jessie were 50% dead

and i was 99% dead
didnt feel like doing anything not even talking...

sorry girls ... =(

but i did have some contribution i helped u guys take the pic of skyfliers...
this the only ride that ive been dreaming of and would love to to ride on.. =)
but im born to be afraid of height..
the "skyfliers" was really too high for me...
I don think i could make it ...

I left the gang soon after i took the ride cause i was so sick

and i didnt want to be a burden to the gang

they should at least enjoy everything at the showground..

so id better leave before i ruined everyones mood

Somehow i went to Melbourne show for the second time...

and this time i made it onto the skyfliers! my dream ride!

although it was the one in kids area but its still a skyfliers u know!
lol...it was kinda embarassing when ppl around you are kids,
and when it raised and started to spin ppl were enjoying

while i have both my eyes closed tightly and hands glued to the holder

but at least i tried and i made it onto the ride.

that is a dream came true!

and the best thing i got from the showground is the painting of a unicorn!

im so talented it looks so COOL (my friend helped actually..=p)

even the store keeper praised my painting -it is a masterpiece!-

(not to mention most kids painting at the store are below the age of 7)

planning to go to Genting in Jan next year...
and now, i m asking myself what's the point of going there..
since i cant play any of those scary rides

shopping is more suitable for me i guess... =)
i believe girls are born to shop !!!!

Things that i learnt about myself
im afraid of height
evidence: Mount Buller & skyfiler

i have motion sickness on boats and rides

evidence: whale watching in Sydney and "breakdance"

I have sleepness nights when im worried or excited for something
evidence; practical, exams, test, outing with friends in Malaysia.

movies make me tear/scared
evidence: touching movies make me tear up quite easily and horror movies stay in my head for quite a period( i just cant sleep at night till morning, have to ask friend out for mcdonald in the morning, i wouldnt even turn to the other side when was on my bed, there might be something or someone lying there who knows.. i know this is stupid but i just cant help myself)

time to study or sleep...
stay tuned ...might update Jl and mine birthday entry if i got time ..

push pusH puSHHHHH !!!!

OMG !!!

i'm totally obsessed with this girl, Dakota Fanning

she is oh soooooooo natural in "Push"...

i like her so much..so much so much... *shy*shy*

she gt the pretty pretty pink hair on both sides of her face..

i love it and i have it...

lol..i bought the pink hair clip long time ago ..

have to use the clip type or else..

i think my mums gonna kill me if i just dye them...

but the clip type hair is actually made from real hair...

so is not exactly fake..

seldom use it although i would love to..

will take some pic of it someday...lol

hope i have time ..

ive changed my desktop wallpaper from twilight to this little girl ..

and this lil girls gonna appear in New Moon movie, starring as Jane...

(as an evil vampire i think?)

i gonna watch it on the 1st day when it comes on show in Malaysia...

anyone interested ??? if not, i would watch it by myself...

i must watch it no matter what...~lol maybe not alone~ =)

im afraid to be alone in front of ppl..

am i having "crowd phobia"???

Still working on my assignment which is due in 2 days..
awww... its so tough...
and the same resource that i used to access through monash is asking me to pay to read them now!!!!!!!
WHY IS THAT!!
does monash not pay them enough??? =(