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hmzz just a quick update with some photos...
pictures were taken from Jessie's birthday,

Pancake parlour and

my toilet (before i' went out)

during Easter Break and weekends..

And these picutures had given me a sense of guilt...

I realised that i have been PROCRASTINATING all the time!!

oh NO~~~~~~~~~~

exam is coming soon.

.but i still got time to play...

no time for study??

WTH!!!

I havent been listening to the lectopia for those lectures that i skipped...

and yea...

As a result,i got damn low marks for my tests...

I know I deserved the marks

but i just dont want it ..noooo..

hate to see this kinda marks appear on my blackboard...

AWWW~~~

always regret after everything...

and that's me !!!

why couldnt I spend more time on study...??

whyyyyyyyyyy~~~~

By the way...

I just checked out my exam timetable ..

my exam will end on 22 June...

they are splitted nicely...

i hope there are more spaces between them

eventhough it definitely takes longer period to finish...

but

yeah...!!i got 1 month holiday....

that is really cool...

However i'm not going back home..

is sad to tell myself that..

I'm not going any where but stay here during this cold winter...

what to do???

Having insomnia recently..
forgot to bring my pills here..
but i got a new one...hope it works....

especially during my exam...or else i gonna die..!!

>.<

I changed my blog skin to GRUMPY TOAST...

it is damn cute right??

Seems like its trying very hard to be a BADASS while

being unable to hide its nature - cute and harmless!

but it can't be perfect....

all my stuffs like chat box, music are gone....

and i don't know how to replace them...

need some time to figure them out...

hmmzz ..i feel guilty when I think back

to what Ive been doing in this holiday...

and yea...

i have been wasting my easter break..

i planned to study, listen to lectopia, write my essay, medcine in profile...

but it ended up with nothing...

is 0...

what am i doing????

GOSH, i can't be like this....

I know, I know,

and i always know...

I'm not smart, not hardworking, not self- discplined enough..

&

i hate being myself....

&

I really do.....

ps: I have named my new laptop as "PinkieToto",
I know it is a bit xxxx..but yea... its PINKIETOTO
(pink +toshiba)

...

I had been living in hell these few days..
skipping 6 lectures and being soul-less during lectures even if i went..
I had finally finished my test, presentation and a lab report
in 4 days time....
The main thing i wanna blog in this entry is..
when i had totally given up on my lab report,
which is a formal lab report,
and it is definitely not a easy task for me to do.
A GUYwhom I have known for only 5 weeks, and whom I have never talk much with,
but we do say hello each time, since is my lab partner too,
helped me so much for my lab report at the very last min.
Most of the answers were given during the practical
but I didnt jot down much thing
due to some reasons...
so I really didn't know what to write on those parts.
He was the last person that I expected to be my saviour.
Was so surprised and grateful with his generousity.
I do appreacitiate what he had done to this helpless girl..
i really don't know how to repay his kindness..
Due to transferring from other course,
I don't have many friends in this course right now.
i have no friend to ask..
I was being so helpless at that time
till i wanted to give up the whole lab report.
but who knows??
Would you help if you were him?

I miss the time when i was in pharm. science..
i really do...
Am i in the right course ??
4 years would pass soon right??

Special thanks to the guy who lent me his appendix
and friends who helped/drawed me the graph
( which took me 3 hours to figure nothing out at the end)
in my lab report.
I will never forget what you guys had done for me..
I swear i will repay you guys as long as i can...
I know im still being useless at the moment..
but i will keep improving myself..
even if people still think otherwise..