>.<

I changed my blog skin to GRUMPY TOAST...

it is damn cute right??

Seems like its trying very hard to be a BADASS while

being unable to hide its nature - cute and harmless!

but it can't be perfect....

all my stuffs like chat box, music are gone....

and i don't know how to replace them...

need some time to figure them out...

hmmzz ..i feel guilty when I think back

to what Ive been doing in this holiday...

and yea...

i have been wasting my easter break..

i planned to study, listen to lectopia, write my essay, medcine in profile...

but it ended up with nothing...

is 0...

what am i doing????

GOSH, i can't be like this....

I know, I know,

and i always know...

I'm not smart, not hardworking, not self- discplined enough..

&

i hate being myself....

&

I really do.....

ps: I have named my new laptop as "PinkieToto",
I know it is a bit xxxx..but yea... its PINKIETOTO
(pink +toshiba)